Tuesday, March 7, 2017

The Miracle


Book Series: Gables of Legacy   (Byrnehouse-Davies & Hamilton)  
Publishing Date: 2003
Author: Anita Stansfield
Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.
Category: LDS Contemporary Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited- Emma & Scott
Chapter Count: 14
Page Count: 235

In loving memory of my dear friend Jacqui

Chapter 1
South Queensland, Australia

When we last saw Emma Hamilton, the youngest in this remarkable family, she had just opened her mission call to the Utah Salt Lake City Temple Square mission. Ironically, her favorite older brother Jess also served in the Temple Square mission years ago (this will be significant later). Now, sitting in her room in Australia, surrounded by all the required items she'll need for the next eighteen months, Emma sighs. Her mother, Emily, helps her pack. While Emma is glad to be back in her old childhood room, she still wonders why she is being called to serve just a few miles up the road from Provo, Utah where she lived with her oldest sister while attending school for so many years. She will miss everyone terribly and it will be hard not to jump on a bus and sneak a visit to her nearest family member but she'll go wherever He wants her to go.
In lieu of their deceased father, Jess offers to give Emma a "father's" blessing before she departs. The blessing is full of comforting words and Emma feels better about her decision to serve a mission.
The Christmas season is everywhere when Emma arrives in Salt Lake, fresh out of her three weeks of training at the MTC in Provo. Her companion is from France which means Emma doesn't stand a chance against Sister Symonette's intriguing accent and European style. This is made apparent when a young, American man, Scott Ivie approaches and begins chatting them up. 
The narrative has switched over at this point to Scott's POV. Bummed over his recent divorce, (no kids) Scott felt a spiritual prompting to leave his home (in the Avenues?) and make a quick drive downtown to temple square for no apparent reason except to cheer himself up. 
Who knows, maybe he'll meet someone!
Emma is quick to notice how handsome this man is-tall, broad, with thick, dark curly hair-before reminding herself firmly of the mission rules regarding flirting and dating.
Emma continues to study him while Scott continues to chat up her companion. Finally, he acknowledges Emma and (what a coincidence!) when he sees her name-tag recognizes the name Hamilton, realizes she's from Australia and asks if she happens to know an Elder Hamilton who talked to him on these very streets many years ago which led to his further investigating the church and accepting baptism. That's her brother! Scott laughs in delight and asks if Emma wouldn't mind giving him Jess' phone number. She passes along her brother's email address instead. Scott thanks them heartily and walks off. For the first time since she arrived, Emma is very glad she decided to serve a mission.
A few weeks pass. After many email exchanges with Jess, Scott impulsively decides to pick up a box of pastries from a German bakery (probably Schmidt's Pastry Cottage, YUM!) which Jess told him Emma was particularity fond. Today is Valentine's Day by the way.
Scott leaves and the two sister missionaries enjoy the gift. Emma tells herself there's absolutely no romantic interest at all in this gesture.

Chapter 2

Scott has a good career in business management working for a prestigious company in Salt Lake. One day, his boss calls Scott in with a promotion offer which would mean moving to another country. His choices are England, Korea, or...wait for it...Brisbane, Australia.
Scott goes right home to call Jess Hamilton and share his exciting news. After congratulating him on his new position, Jess insists he come visit, ASAP.
Without even bothering to unpack, Scott takes Jess up on his invite that very first weekend. Just like Tamra in Vol 1 of this mini-series, Scott feels a tangible, almost spiritual force rush through him as if to welcome him as he drives up the lane to the great mansion, the Hamilton legacy is calling.
Scott receives a warm welcome from the entire Hamilton family and staff as Jess takes him on a complete tour of the house and facilities. In the gabled attic upstairs, Scott pauses to read the very lengthy, half-a-page-long script inscribed on a plaque written by great-great grandmother Alexa detailing the mission of the Boys' Home as a refuge for all lost souls. 
Scott feels like part of the family already. What a beautiful place they have here.

Chapter 3

Next stop on the tour, the horse stables. And, look at this, another amazing coincidence! Scott grew up a tragic orphan, passed around the foster care system, abused, neglected, before ending up at a horse camp for juvenile delinquents, very similar to the Boys' Home here, where he turned his life around and developed a great love for all things equine. 
Jess tells him more about the family. Emma is a twin, her brother died at birth. He introduces Scott to Emily who immediately becomes a surrogate mother to Scott. 
They sit down to dinner. Scott feels like he's stepped into some kind of 1950's TV show, part of a real family as the women serve the meal while feeding the babies in their high chairs everyone talking and laughing at once. Jess helps with the cooking too, as learned from the great Michael Hamilton. Scott wishes he'd known this good patriarch. Emily tells him the story of how they met. It is all a miracle. Scott and Jess are now as close as brothers.

Chapter 4

Is this a romance or a "bromance?"

On Saturday, Jess insists he take Scott into town to shop for the appropriate riding apparel he'll need if he wants to fit in around here. Just as the men in this family have done for their lady guests in past books, Jess buys his guest a new pair of riding boots.
When they get back, Emily tells Scott how grateful she is he's here and what a difference he's already making in the family dynamics. She explains how Jess lost his brother in a car accident. Scott has now officially taken the place of that lost son and brother. They are very grateful and he will always be welcome here. Scott falls on Emily's shoulder and weeps uncontrollably.
Church is an hour's drive away in the nearby town and Scott gets on the road immediately following the block. He is sad to go but promises to come back soon for another visit. The Hamiltons can't wait.
Scott does return. He also has an idea which he's already made arrangements with his boss about. He's going to start taking three-day weekends, spending them here where Jess, he noticed, could use a hand in his Human Resources department. Too many lazy, rule-breaking stablehands are dragging down the business. Scott wants to take over as the new horse breeding manager. He'll fire all the troublemakers and use his MBA to help turn their hundred-million-dollar family business into some serious money.
Sitting around looking at old family photo albums, everyone sheds sympathetic tears after Scott shares the tragic story of his childhood, his subsequent divorce after joining the church and why horses mean so much to him. Jess' wife, Tamra, declares Scott's ex-wife an idiot and everyone laughs.

Chapter 5

To further indoctrinate Scott into the family, Emily emails him the electronically transcribed journal of her husband's grandfather, the first Michael Hamilton, with whom Scott has a lot in common as both grew up in abusive homes but, through the love of a good woman, redeemed themselves to become the successful men they are today. While Scott finds his thoughts often drifting to a cute, curly brown haired, sister missionary back in Utah who inadvertently introduced him to this family, he has no hope Emma shares his feelings of attraction.
Scott has also been house hunting in Brisbane, to no avail. Jess has a better idea. Move here to Queensland and work from home. Scott starts packing immediately.
Not until he's unpacking in his new room in the mansion do we get yet ANOTHER miraculous coincidence connecting Scott to the Hamilton legacy-years ago he picked up a certain best-selling author's set of books at his local DI. The name Hamilton meant nothing to him then...until now! Could this be the same Michael Hamilton whose books touched him so deeply? Of course, this was back when he was investigating the church, giving up his smoking, drinking and partying habits to spend quiet evenings at home, reading, while his ex-wife laughed at him before taking off.
Jess and Emily share his joy in this amazing discovery. Emily says she already knew her husband's departed spirit was watching over Scott before he even met them while Scott marveled remembering how, while reading the books, he felt the author's presence in the room with him despite having never met the man.
Scott enjoys attending the Hamilton's family ward and even accepts a calling. His life is rich and full working two jobs with an occasional trip to Brisbane for business meetings. He's found many new investors for the Hamilton horse breeding business which is booming. Everyone loves him and he's always been financially set. This divorced man, in possession of such a good fortune, must be in want of a wife, but Emma isn't due back from her mission for another six months...

Chapter 6

Just before Christmas, Emily receives a call from her daughter's mission president in Salt Lake. Due to health issues (no she's not bipolar or suffering severe depression-the author will explore those topics to great extremes in future books!) Emma is being released and sent home for treatment. As the ever-noble Emma tells the family when she arrives (Scott is in Brisbane) she developed a kidney malfunction years ago, back when Michael's cancer diagnosis was taking center stage and didn't want to say anything. Until now. She's been taking medication all this time and keeping it under control but it's gotten worse.
Emma looks terrible, all bloated and exhausted, with little appetite due to all the toxins building up in her blood.
Emily doesn't take the news very well. Emma finds her kneeling by her bed, face down, sobbing as if her heart would break. She can't lose another family member to either death or illness. She can't! Mother and daughter hold each other and cry some more.
Scott's home! Just in time for dinner, too. He stops short seeing Emma at the kitchen table with the entire family all ready to eat. Emma is equally surprised to see him. Declaring she's no longer hungry, Emma gets up and exits the room to pace the library. How DARE they invite a single man into her home without telling her? She calls Emily's cell phone, demanding she and Jess get in here and explain themselves. Both tell Emma to quit acting like an entitled, selfish witch, leaving Emma to stew some more over her troubled thoughts. Why does the mere sight of Scott Ivie make her so angry?

Chapter 7

With no idea what Emma's problem is, Scott asks Jess who explains Emma's kidney issue. It is just now dawning on everyone there's been a serious breach in communication. Nobody told Scott or Emma about their new connection to each other. This explains Emma's tension. Perhaps, with tomorrow being Christmas Eve, the holiday will cheer Emma up.
No such luck. Everyone indulges Emma who just wants to sleep but lacks the energy to take the stairs so when she enters the library with her blanket, demanding they leave, Jess and Scott have no problem taking their conversation to another room. Emma gives Scott another dirty look as he exits, wondering what on earth is this woman's problem? He returns later, though, to watch Emma while she sleeps pondering how beautiful she is. Creepy.
In the true spirit of Christian romance, Scott wants to give Emma something for Christmas. He decides on the tear-drop crystal hanging in his own bedroom window. The refracted light from the sun paints rainbows on the walls. Emma reluctantly thanks him but she's probably thinking this is something more for an old lady in a nursing home. Not very romantic, Scott!
Next day, Emily takes her daughter to the doctor. She calls the house a few hours later, frantic. They took one look at Emma and sent her to be admitted to the hospital for dialysis and surgery. Emily is understandably frightened. She begs Scott to drive Jess here for moral support. Jess explains why his mother doesn't trust Jess to drive himself-their family has a bad history with car accidents due to distracted driving.

Chapter 8

Emma is humble and scared in her hospital bed, waiting to be wheeled into surgery. She allows Scott to assist Jess in giving her a priesthood blessing where she's promised better health. Scott still feels like an outsider as Emma expresses her tender love for her mother and brother with nothing for Scott except another glare as she's taken away. 
Both men will be getting tested to see if their kidneys are a compatible match for Emma. Jess excuses himself to the hall where he has a panic attack. Scott supports him while Jess freaks out: while giving Emma that blessing, he KNEW that, when the time comes, he is going to be the only one who can donate but, dear God, what if he'd succeeded in his suicide attempt? Or, even worse, what if he'd DIED in that car accident? (no not THAT accident the other one...oh, never mind!) Having never heard any of these stories, Scott is understandably confused. Jess explains.
Three days later, Emma is home and looking much better. She'll be on dialysis for the rest of her life or until a living organ donor match can be found-who turns out to be Jess after all. Scott is just a little disappointed as that would've made a great story to tell the grandkids. He leaves for another trip to Brisbane.
When he gets back, Scott declares he's quitting his job and staying on here full time to help run the family business. Everyone is ecstatic at the news. Except one person, that is. You'll never guess who.
Emily and Scott have another nice chat. Remember the "Faith in Every Footstep" theme from 1997 to celebrate the 150th anniversary of pioneer heritage? Scott tells Emily he keeps remembering that Willie & Martin handcart company story: when the pioneers reached the Sweetwater river in Wyoming they were so mentally and physically exhausted they just sat down and wept unable to go another step, until those brave young men offered to carry them across. Well, the Hamilton family "carried" him across his own personal Sweetwater. They've also helped him learn the importance of just putting one foot in front of the other-faith in every footstep. He'll never forget that which is why he quit his job to devote the rest of his life to helping these unbelievably altruistic people (with one exception) run their family business. Despite Emma's glare of disapproval whenever they're in the same room, Scott feels good about his decision. Emily hugs him and tells him not to worry about Emma.
Honestly, what IS that woman's problem?

Chapter 9

Scott talks to Jess about Emma who promises to speak to her. Jess finds Emma lying prostrate on the floor of the famous exercise room in the house where family members like to put on cheesy music and dance, or in Emma's case, just lie on the floor letting the vibrations from the pounding music of the cranked up stereo run through her body.
Emma has been listening to that 1988 Paula Abdul classic, "Straight Up" on repeat for almost an hour now. Jess tells her to get up and they'll dance. He promises to keep it easy so she won't overexert herself.
Curious at all the noise, Scott silently observes brother and sister dancing and lip syncing in pre-choreographed movements made up when they were kids. Scott's never seen Emma looking so happy as she performs the cute routine with her favorite brother, until she catches sight of him in the doorway and the music comes to a scratching halt. 
Jess urges them to dance together and slips out of the room. Scott takes Emma in his arms as the song starts over. Scott leads her in a slow, easy tango. It's obvious he knows how to dance. Emma tries very hard not to be impressed. (I'm impressed they can tango to "Straight Up")
Suddenly, Emma passes out in Scott's arms. Who knew he had such a way with women? Scott eases her tenderly to the floor, stroking her face and hair with gentle fingers. As Emma comes to, she fights the rush of attraction she suddenly feels as she realizes whose arms are holding her. Begging him not to tell the family, Scott promises and they part ways.
Three days later, Emma is back to her usual glare when Scott enters the stable. She was about to saddle a horse. It's been awhile since her last ride (horseback riding is against mission rules so it really has been awhile) Scott steps up to help her and his sudden closeness makes Emma pass out AGAIN. Emma frowns finding herself lying on the ground, in Scott's arms, his smiling face hovering above hers. To her dismay, he picks her up in his arms, carries her into the house to deposit her at the feet of her family who needed to be told about these fainting spells. He smirks leaving Emma to their care. Emily teases her daughter about her fainting spells as the result of being in love. Emma disagrees. Scott is arrogant and obnoxious and the last person on earth whom she could ever marry!
Next day, Emma returns home from her latest dialysis appointment, feeling healthier than ever. She was looking forward to going riding with Jess, but finds Scott in the stables instead. He makes her pass out again.
Emma comes to with a tender look in her eye. She wants to know, why does he feel for her this way? He gives her a smart aleck answer and she loses her temper. Jess enters and Emma is more than ready to mount her horse and leave Scott Ivie far behind her.
That night, Emma goes outside to find Scott already relaxing on the veranda admiring the starry view. They talk for the first time about their feelings for each other, Emma accuses Scott of the "bromance" going on between him and her brother-giving him her brother's email did NOT mean she was giving him permission to move in with him-but Scott can prove he's not taking advantage of the family fortune. He's always had sufficient for his needs. Emma growls and goes inside. 

Chapter 10

Emily finds her mother so they can talk about her confusing feelings for Scott. Emily assures her daughter she's in love with Scott, she just hasn't acknowledged it yet.
Scott is also struggling with his feelings the next morning but Emma finds him and apologizes. She suggests they saddle a horse and ride together and she'll take him somewhere they can talk which turns out to be a plateau overlooking the estate from two sides. He helps her off and carries her over to a large rock (Emma decided to forgo shoes for this outing) where they can have a real heart to heart.
Turns out Emma has been weary of Scott all this time because she distrusts all single men looking to marry her because her family is so wealthy. Like Allison explained to her future hubby in Home for Christmas, all the men she's ever dated told her they couldn't commit because of the money issue. Apparently all Mormons in good standing believe money is EVIL! It's the world's curse and because her family has a lot of it means they'll never get into the Celestial kingdom. Who would marry into a family like that? Hence Emma's perpetually single status.
(Does this make any sense at all? You'd think all the men in her singles wards would be beating down her door with marriage proposals so they could spend the rest of their lives snacking on her family's wealth: playing video games, indulging in porn and never having to work or complete a degree for the rest of their lives! Yeah, no wonder Emma can't find a suitable husband, father or provider to take her to the temple.)
But Scott's not like that. Emma says that's what scares her. They need more time to get to know each other.
For once, Emma doesn't pass out when they return to the house. Emma thanks him for the nice "date" and goes inside to lay down.
Emma is not at the dinner table that evening but Scott finds her outside that night sitting on the veranda wearing cute pajamas. He offers his hand to help her up so they can take a walk. Emma accepts. He declares his love for her. Emma stops on the grass, the stars twinkling above. The perfect setting for their first kiss. It's then Emma recalls her great grandmother, whom she was named after, married a rouge. There may be hope for Scott Ivie after all, she tells him.

Chapter 11

They decide to start over in their relationship, "Hello, I'm-" they shake hands and laugh. Scot tells her his life story: his parents both died when he was very young. Growing up in foster care was tough but the horse camp turned his life around. He graduated from school and found good jobs to support himself. While he always believed in God and prayer, the drinking and partying habits were too tempting to resist. He only slept with one girlfriend and they lived together for years until they impulsively decided to get married. Even then she was always more of a drinking buddy and roommate than a wife. Then he met her brother, the Mormon missionary, on the street one day. Jess spoke some hard words to Scott that stuck with him and that's when he decided to make some drastic changes in his life.
Emma declares his past is in the past. She'll take him as he is, right now, which is good enough for Scott. They're about to kiss passionately again when Jess comes around a corner of the house and interrupts them.
It's time for bed anyway. Scott picks Emma up off the grass, carries her inside and up the stairs to her room to personally tuck her into bed. Very romantic.
Scott volunteers to drive Emma into town the next day for her dialysis. He takes her out to dinner afterward. They enjoy more wholesome getting-to-know-you conversation.
Sharing a single serving of dessert, staring dreamily into each other's eyes, Scott suddenly proposes. Emma nearly chokes. Well, why not, Scott asks, he's been in love with her since Salt Lake and now that she's come to her senses and especially now with her health conditions, he wants to be by her side from now on for EVERYTHING. He can't do that unless they're married. Emma sees his point.

Chapter 12 

With her surgery approaching, and all the complications that might come from it, Scott and Emma know if they want to throw together an impromptu wedding, they'll need to inform the rest of the family, fast. Emma starts panicking on the drive home. What if she DIES on the operating table or can never have children or becomes so ill Scott has to take care of her for the the rest of their natural lives? He'll leave her for sure! Scott pulls over so he can take Emma in his arms. One step at a time, he tells her.
Lucky for them, all the adults are gathered in the living room before bedtime so they can sit down, still holding hands and make their big announcement which nobody saw coming, of course! Emily gives her blessing, if they'll promise not to try for any babies until AFTER the surgery and the doctor gives approval. They agree.
Emma never wanted a big, fancy wedding anyway. She calls all her sisters who all promise to come, as soon as they set a date. Scott and Emma kiss each other and laugh.

Chapter 13

Emily handles almost all the wedding details and mailing of announcements. Scott surprises Emma with the news he got his pilot's license months ago so they don't need anyone to fly them to Sydney for the wedding. The family has two planes now, Jess will bring the rest of the gang tomorrow. Emily does come with them to chaperone, though. She pretends to read in the back while Scott and Emma declare to each other how much in love they are. Once in Sydney, they drop Emma off at her dialysis appointment and go check into the hotel. 
The wedding the next day couldn't be more perfect. Scott is immediately accepted by all his new in-laws. The big luncheon afterward is enjoyed by all. Children run around everywhere, adults talk and laugh. Scott carries Emma across the threshold of their hotel bridal suite.
Six days later, Scott lands the plane and Emma is glad to be home. The house is overflowing with siblings and in-laws. Jess decorated Scott's car, since he couldn't do it in Sydney. That evening, Emma and Scott are hanging out in the lounge room with the rest of the family when Emily passes a large wrapped wedding gift to Emma who squeals in anticipation, already guessing what it is. She's not wrong, more "legacy lace" pieces-a tablecloth, pillowcases and table runner-all made with love by great-great grandma Alexa as well as her female descendants intended as wedding gifts for all future grandchildren.
Emma has another dialysis treatment before the big neighborhood and ward wedding reception that night at the house, just as other family members have done in past books. Emma's health is good but over the next few weeks, she begins to deteriorate. There's a big family fast the night before Jess and Emma's scheduled surgeries.
Scott is especially glad he married Emma before all this as only immediate family members are allowed in the ICU waiting area. Jess recovers before Emma, who develops a bacterial infection and grows even weaker. Scott takes her hand and makes her promise not to leave him yet.

Chapter 14

Emma slips into a coma and everyone starts panicking. Scott starts having an emotional meltdown but Jess grips his shoulders and tells him to keep it together. Then they both turn to see their beloved mother, Emily, has gone into shock. With great passion, she declares they WILL NOT lose any more members of this family. They won't! She collapses, sobbing, into Scott's arms.
Days pass as everyone takes turns keeping vigil at the hospital, anxiously waiting for any change in Emma's condition. Scott is thin, pale, and silent. Jess arrives to relieve him, but first insists they go down to the cafeteria for something to eat. He gives Scott some words of encouragement and advice he learned while dealing with his own father's ordeal with terminal cancer. Scott thanks him, tells him Jess just carried him across his own personal Sweetwater. He'll explain downstairs over the meal.
Three days later, Emily arrives to visit. She has something for Scott to read. His wife's patriarchal blessing which states Emma will live many years and see her posterity rise up around her and call her blessed. Well, that settles it. Emma is most definitely NOT going to die today.
The very next day, Scott wakes up where he was napping in the recliner chair of the hospital room to find Emma awake and alert. She's going to be okay.
It's a miracle!
That Christmas is very special as every single Hamilton sibling and all the grandchildren pose on the lawn, the mansion home in the background, while a professional photographer takes many combinations of pictures. All the women wear white dresses. All the men wear white shirts and dark pants. They pose as an entire clan, then all the sibling couples with Emily in the middle. All the women sit on the grass, skirts flowing, their respective spouses kneeling behind them.
A few days later, the developed prints arrive. Jess, Emily, Tamra, Scott and Emma admire each one. Then Jess points out the "sibling couple" shot with some unusual spaces. One can almost imagine his deceased brother and his wife would fit perfectly right there. Scott points to the space just behind Emily where Michael could've been kneeling.  With everyone in white, it's not so hard to imagine.
Another Festivus miracle! Let's get another "Amen" people!
Not long after that, Emma and Scott are enjoying another weekday family dinner when Jess hands them a large envelope. It's an all expense paid trip for two to Hawaii. Christmas was so crazy with all the family running around, they completely forgot to give it to them. Emma and Scott laugh in pure delight. While they appreciate the gift, they're already looking forward to coming back because, as the famous saying goes...there's no place like home! 
Everyone laughs again.
Emily declares this is is starting to sound like some kind of cheesy, ridiculously romantic, Anita Stansfield novel. 

And she's absolutely right.

THE END

Saturday, February 4, 2017

The Eternal Bond


Book Series: Gables of Legacy   (Byrnehouse-Davies & Hamilton)  
Publishing Date: 2003
Author: Anita Stansfield
Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.
Category: LDS Contemporary Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited- Jess & Tamra
Chapter Count: 14
Page Count: 236

For the Swans

This volume, The Eternal Bond, is full of drama, as if the author felt she must constantly bombard her characters with life threatening situations, lest her readers get bored.

Number of characters rushed to a hospital: 6
Number of helicopter rides to a hospital: 3
Strokes: 2
Drunk driving incident: 1
Bad character with gun: 1
Car crashes: 1

Chapter 1
South Queensland, Australia

Picking up right where the last volume left off, Jess Michael Hamilton IV is sitting outside on the veranda of the large home on his estate, feet up, newborn and newly blessed son, Michael V, tucked in the crook of his arm, marveling at life and all its incredible blessings.
The baby blessing was yesterday and the guests, Sean O'Hara and his family for example, are all here. Allison, the oldest sister, chats with Jess. Both agree the O'Hara family fits right in as everyone's kids run and play together on the large expanse of lawn.
But this gilded life is far from perfect. To start, after the company leaves, Jess is dismayed to find his mother, Emily, happily moving her things from the master bedroom she shared with Jess' recently deceased father, Michael III, to one of the mansion's many spare bedrooms. High time Jess and Tamra took their place as masters of this home. Jess is not so sure.
Emily gives Jess a complete set of her late husband's best-selling novels, which Jess never got around to reading. Tears fill his eyes as he reads the handwritten inscription on the inset of Michael's first book, autographing it to "the finest son a man could ask for."

Chapter 2

Jess struggles with taking his father's place as head of the family. Then, Sean calls with terrible news. His oldest son was riding his bike when a drunk driver came along and ended it all. Of course Jess, Tamra and Emily will fly immediately to Utah where Sean is an absolute wreck. He falls, sobbing, into Jess' arms while Emily reassures Sean dealing with grief, loss and all the pain that comes with it doesn't make him any less than the finest family counselor they've ever met. God is not punishing him and nobody blames him for needing the help and support of his family and friends to deal with his grief and pain. The three Hamiltons consider it a blessing to be here for Sean and his family.

Chapter 3

Some of Sean's family are also in town, including his favorite older sister and her husband and kids. We learn Maureen and her family all joined the church some years ago. The funeral brings peace and closure. Everyone says goodbye except Jess, Tamra and Emily who agree to stay and visit a little longer.
One evening, with Sean's kids out with Allison's, the doorbell rings. A strange young man none of them have ever met stands nervously on the threshold. Joshua Raine is invited in where he tells his story: adopted as a baby, raised LDS by wonderful parents, served a mission to Ireland, he returned home with a sudden urge to find his birth mother. For Tara, still mourning the loss of her son, the timing couldn't be more perfect. Mother and son fall into each other's arms. (See By Love and Grace for this backstory)
Their work here done, the Hamiltons return to Australia. Soon it is Tamra's birthday and Jess has a special surprise for her. Eyes closed, Jess leads his wife into an unused room nobody visits anymore. He throws open the dusty curtains and tells Tamra to open her eyes. Her gift turns out to be great-great grandmother Alexa's old piano. Jess had it tuned and cleaned up and has already arranged for someone to come out once a week to give her lessons. Tamra's childhood dream of learning to play this instrument is finally coming true. Tamra weeps.

Chapter 4

Next item to be checked off the dramatic plot complication list-Tamra's mom, Myrna, suffered a stroke and is currently in a Minneapolis hospital. She's an old, frail woman now and will need constant care which Tamra's brother, Mel, isn't sure how to provide. One thing's for sure, no more booze and cigarettes for Myrna. Tamra takes a few days to ponder and pray for the best solution to this problem. She calls Aunt Rhea in Sydney with an idea-if she and Jess foot the bill to move Myrna here to Australia, would Rhea be willing to be her caretaker? Rhea thinks that's a great idea. Since her husband died of a stroke years ago, her life has been totally devoid of purpose and meaning.
Taking little Michael with her, Tamra jumps back on a plane to the states to bring her mother over. Myrna has no problem with any of these plans Tamra made for her. Oh, she'll drop a slurred f-bomb now and then from her wheelchair but everyone finds her to be very agreeable and are happy to welcome her into their home.
Not long after Myrna is all settled in at Rhea's, Tamra discovers, to her horror, she's pregnant. With twins. Tamra has no idea how to handle this. She already has a baby to care for, plus her adopted daughter Evelyn, how can she possibly add two more to her load?
No time to worry about that now as yet another health crisis hits the family when Murphy's terminally ill mother, Susan, takes a turn for the worst and has to be rushed to the hospital. Murphy, who is not a member of the church, feels so helpless. He's still not married. Now his mother is dying. They'll be separated forever and he'll be stuck with his own laundry and cooking his own meals. The horror! Jess takes this golden missionary opportunity to remind Murphy of the Mormon belief of eternal families. Murphy is intrigued by the idea.

Chapter 5

While Jess deals with a new boy in the boys' home named Nathan, (a six-year-old whose biological father abused him while his mom was too busy getting high and feeling sorry for herself to notice) Murphy has an accident in the stable, breaking his leg. Jess drives him to the hospital where Murphy says he's willing to meet with the elders while recuperating. Might as well.
It is raining, hard, as Jess drives back to the station. Suddenly blinded by rain, Jess crashes the car temporarily losing consciousness. He calls Tamra from his cell. Tamra rushes out into the storm to be at his side.

Chapter 6

Jess is life flighted to the hospital (with all the money and accidents plaguing this family, maybe they should just invest in their own helicopter). Luckily, Jess is fine, no serious injuries or trauma. Just a few bumps and bruises, that's it!
Jess visits a bedridden Murphy in the cottage where his family has always resided. Murphy told the elders he's ready to set a baptism date but his girlfriend, Tonya, wants nothing to do with religion and told him if he joins the church she's breaking up with him. Murphy is torn. (By the way, we've been told in the narrative that Tonya works as a hairdresser and has her own place in town so these two are NOT cohabiting or sleeping together. This is LDS romance, people!)
Acting as mediator, Jess decides to resolve the issue by inviting both over to the big house for dinner for some fellowshipping. The meal is pleasant. Afterwards, they all get Tonya to admit because she was raised in an overly pious home with a hypocritical, Bible-thumping father, she's been apprehensive about ANY form of organized religion. Once Jess and company clarify Mormons aren't like that, Tonya begins to soften.

Chapter 7

Murphy wants Jess to baptize him. Jess is honored. Tonya has agreed to take the discussions. Tamra moans some more about pregnancy hormones and gaining weight. Emily knows exactly how Tamra feels. Jess is as kind and understanding and supportive to Tamra as always. He gets up for a nighttime feeding, taking care not to play or stimulate baby Michael with extra attention in order to promote healthy sleep habits. Thanks for the Dr. Spock advice, Anita!

Chapter 8

Jess is having recurring nightmares about the car accident. No, not THAT accident from Ch. 5, the one that took place before he met Tamra (see "The Guardian" Vol. 1 of this mini-series) when Jess, his best friend in the passenger seat, older brother and his wife in the back were traveling when a semi truck out of nowhere in a head-on collision ended it for everyone. Everyone except Jess who sits up in bed with a gasp, breathing hard, remembering his brush with death. His nightmare troubles him the rest of the day.
Meanwhile, arrangements are being made to bring Myrna here to the big house to live permanently. Tamra is upset by these plans. Living under the same roof with her disagreeable mother who abused her growing up has never been easy for Tamra to accept and forgive. Emily assures Tamra, despite her warts, Myrna will be accepted and loved unconditionally by this altruistic family. Evelyn takes to her new grandma immediately, much to Tamra's astonishment. Tamra tries not to feel so stressed out over her pregnancy complications.

Chapter 9

Jess tentatively hires on a woman, sight unseen, from his LDS ward in town to be their new housekeeper in the boys' home. Her name is Beulah. She's black. Yes, Jess, minority women DO exist in this church. Jess takes her on a tour of the facility. Beulah is a bit cynical, referring to Jess' happy home, business and rich surroundings as "a gilded world." This offends Jess so much, he excuses himself to get Evelyn ready for bed. Witnessing this exchange, Tamra and Emily raise their eyebrows before reassuring Beulah how happy they are to have met her and that she is welcome and accepted here. Everyone goes their separate ways.
Tonya starts spending a lot more time here, cutting and styling everyone's hair, free of charge, including Myrna's who perks up at this extra attention. Little Nathan's mom comes to visit. She's interested in getting custody of her boy. Jess feels it's too soon.
Aunt Rhea is over for dinner and everyone is discussing the possibility of her moving out here from Sydney and joining the family as Myrna's personal caretaker and assistant when Tanya rushes in, out of breath. Murphy took a horse up into the mountains and there's a big storm coming!

Chapter 10

Murphy is found safe and alive but very chilled. The emergency helicopter flies him to the hospital anyway for observation. Tonya cries and cries as Murphy's last whispered words to her was that he wanted to be with her...forever. This means Tonya will have to start investigating the church.
Next day, Jess and Tamra (who is driving) talk on their way to the hospital to visit Murphy. In light of the recurring nightmares Jess keeps having, Tamra suggests he call Sean. Jess buries his face in his lap and starts sobbing. The grief of missing his father, all the recent drama, the stress of his job, he just can't take it any more! Job never suffered this much.
At the hospital, Tonya will continue to stay with Murphy. She hints she might want to start learning more about the church but can make no promises.
Jess thinks Emily's idea of moving Rhea out here and keeping Myrna here permanently is perfect. Tamra feels like the outcast as she's the only one who doesn't think this is a good idea. Rhea and Myrna are no fools. They'd love to stay here always. Jess takes Rhea back to Sydney so she can sell her house and start packing. Tamra endures this latest trial. Tonya agrees to meet with the missionaries.
Jess makes an effort to get to know Beulah better and get over his prejudice. Narration tells us Beulah and Jess' talk revealed she is a single, divorced, mom with grown kids all of whom chose different lifestyles, leaving her alone with her newfound religion and all the bills which is she is constantly struggling to stay on top of. Not exactly a gilded life, eh Jess?
Beulah gently reminds Jess he should spend more time with his wife and beautiful family. Jess agrees. Emily hints she might (foreshadowing future volume) be ready to start dating again. Seems every well-meaning relief society sister in their ward keeps trying to line her up with a male "friend" but Emily keeps turning them all down. Jess is glad to hear this because his mom is way too old for Tinder.

Chapter 11

Bedroom picnics are becoming a favorite treasured pastime in this house, begun when Michael was too ill to leave his bed so the family would bring the meal to him complete with hamper and a checkered tablecloth. A nice idea for a romantic date that cheers Tamra up. Score one for Jess.
Emily is the recipient of an inspired act of service when a sister from the ward stops by the house with flowers to her from her deceased husband who helped this woman through a particularly tough time while he was serving as her bishop. She's never forgotten it. She wasn't sure why but knew Emily needed these flowers today. Emily thanks her and she leaves.
Jess enters to find Emily wiping her eyes and cradling the flowers. Emily explains. Unbeknownst to all, today is the day Michael came back into her life (see First Love and Forever) after she lost her first husband. In danger of being evicted from her home and starving to death on the streets with her daughters, Michael appeared on her threshold like a knight in shining armor to save her. The date continued to be special to Michael too, so he always gave her flowers to commemorate it. They shared this "private anniversary" for years without anyone knowing it, including the woman who gave her the flowers, until now. Jess is touched by this story.
Beulah helps Nathan through a tough few weeks as he struggles to get along with the other boys and settle in. Jess realizes Beulah is a natural at this and, despite having never earned any kind of degree in this area, promotes her to school counselor. Accepting this position means Beulah will need to be available anytime. She'll have to live here. Lucky for her they just happen to have an apartment on the premises. She can move in whenever it's convenient. Beulah is now part of the family too. Group hug!
Jess catches the flu (but doesn't have to go to the hospital). Everyone pitches in to keep everything under control. Jess takes this opportunity to stay in bed and read the family journals which Tamra already read but Jess never got around to.

Chapter 12

Nathan has a court date to determine who gets permanent custody, Mom or Dad? Both are putting up a good fight which makes Jess sick. Nathan has already expressed his fear of having to live with his abusive father. He'd prefer mom. It all works out and Nathan's mom is granted custody while Bill, the sore loser father, vows revenge.
As if we haven't seen this before, Bill surprises everyone by showing up at the Boys Home the following day with a loaded pistol, threatening violence unless they give Nathan to him. Jess punches him. Bill fires two rounds, hitting Max the security guard in the leg.
Luckily, Max will recover. Maybe Max was wearing a red shirt, because he's rushed to the hospital in an ambulance and never seen again while Bill is hauled off to jail where this "filthy scum" will never hurt anyone again.
Tamra goes into labor a few days later. The trusty helicopter is sent for and Tamra ends up giving birth during the flight. They let Jess come along so he gets to witness it all.
The fraternal twins are named Tyson and Joshua, respectively. Emily has Jess read from Moroni 7:29-30 which talks about angels, under the direction of Jesus Christ, having the authority to help us here on earth. Emily knows Micheal helped them from the other side today in bringing his posterity here safely. Jess cries. He knows it too.

Chapter 13

The holidays come and go. Tonya is baptized in February. Issues with drunk employees, maintenance and repairs around the estate keep Jess busy. Tamra also suffers from postpartum depression. Myrna's negative attitude and constant jibes aren't much help either. Finally, Aunt Rhea reveals something to Tamra she probably should've done years ago. Myrna was raped as a young teen. By who is never revealed. Tamra cries long and hard in Rhea's arms over this tragic story. Now we know why Myrna was such a bad mother.
Sean's wife, Tara, has been having a hard time. Sean calls to ask if she might come out there for a few weeks for a long stay (of healing). Now Myrna has someone to help her come to terms with her unfortunate incident. Sitting in the living room with everyone, Myrna hears Tara's story and, in her dementia, states as casually as if they'd both eaten at the same restaurant, "That happened to me too, except my baby was a girl."
Tamra picks herself up off the floor, and rushes straight to the computer and the phone. Since Myrna has a birthday coming up, why not invite all the family to come, including this long-lost sister, Sue. With Rhea's help and a few Google searches, Tamra tracks down her half-sister and calls her up. Turns out Sue was adopted by a wonderful family and ended up joining the church. Sue has no problem dropping everything to fly out to Australia for the family reunion, however, everyone agrees it might be best not to tell Myrna about her relation to Sue. Sue also has no problem with this as she fears rejection from Myrna.
Mel (Tamra's brother) her biological father and stepmom all fly out both to see the new babies and wish Myrna a happy birthday. The meal is progressing beautifully until the birthday cake is brought in. Myrna interrupts everyone's singing to start ranting about how much she HATES birthdays and all the fuss. Rhea wheels her out.
Tamra feels like this is all her fault. Everyone reassures her otherwise. Sue blows out Myrna's candles and everyone feels better.

Chapter 14

Myrna doesn't return so the rest of the party is very enjoyable. Next morning, Myrna is wheeled in to open the presents she never got around to last night. She's about to go emo again when Sue brightly suggests Myrna open this one first and the mood lightens.
Later, a visiting teacher gives Tamra a Mormonad from the New Era showing the ugly duckling in front of a mirror reflecting a swan reminding us all of our divine individual worth and potential.

Realizing the cure for her depression was right in front of her all along, Tamra weeps and that dark cloud disappears forever.
Three days later, Myrna passes away in her sleep, having never been told Sue's true identity. Tamra calls her half-sister and both agree they can't wait to do their mother's temple work in one year.
Despite her sister gone, everyone insists Rhea will continue to live here. She can be nanny to Jess and Tamra's kids. Problem solved.
Jess rediscovers the spirit of Elijah by spending more time in front of the computer, writing his own personal history for his posterity.
Recording his unstable relationship with car accidents is very difficult for Jess but helps him realize the meaning of his recurring dream having an out-of-body experience. At the scene of the accident, an unconscious Jess was given a choice whether to stay or go. Obviously he chose to stay.
Emily helps him understand this. The accident HAD to happen. Jess is at peace with it now.
Unable to sleep that night, Jess wanders outside, barefoot in the grass, up to the knoll overlooking the estate. He feels the spirits of all the great men he was named after who came before him. Now he will continue the family legacy. Jess knows he has an awful lot to be grateful for.
Returning to the house in the early morning light, Jess announces to Tamra he's ready to move their things into the master bedroom. Tamra is proud of him. Jess tells Emily, after she dies, he and Allison will complete her temple work by having her and Michael sealed. Emily is very glad.
A large envelope from church headquarters in Salt Lake City arrives in the mail for Emma, who is coming soon to visit, yet told no one about any plans to serve a mission. Emma sheepishly admits she wasn't sure if she was going to go through with it, but she's glad she did. She opens the envelope. She's going to the Utah, Salt Lake City, Temple Square mission. (I think that's kind of a letdown since she's already lived so many years in Provo with Allison but, hey, at least she didn't get called to Boise, Idaho!) Everyone is very happy for Emma.
Later that night, Tamra finds Jess looking out the window at the stars. They kiss and agree it really IS a gilded world after all!

THE END

Friday, December 23, 2016

The Silver Linings


Book Series: Gables of Legacy   (Byrnehouse-Davies & Hamilton)  
Publishing Date: 2002
Author: Anita Stansfield
Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.
Category: LDS Contemporary Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited- Jess
Chapter Count: 14
Page Count: 222

For Conrad and Diane

Chapter 1

Ten days till the wedding! Tamra reflects on everything that occurred in the last volume-her abuse riddled childhood that turned out happily-ever-after-all! That is AFTER she joined the church, served a mission and met Jess Hamilton.
A phone call from the states interrupts Tamra's thoughts, it's her dad, Brady, who regrets to inform Tamra his mother, her grandmother, passed away in her sleep last night. Everyone insists Jess and Tamra hop BACK on a plane to Minnesota for the funeral, everything is ready here and they'll be back in time for the wedding. Shoo!
So that's what they do.
Brady and Claudia are completely lost in how to arrange a funeral service. Since nobody in Tamra's family belonged to any organized religion, it's up to Tamra to contact a local LDS bishop to ask if he wouldn't mind conducting a non-religious service for these people. Since the bishop and Relief Society president have nothing better to do, they are more than happy to step in and take care of EVERYTHING from rounding up speakers and musical numbers to the food served at the luncheon. Because this is an Anita Stansfield book, nobody has any problems or issues with any of this.

Chapter 2

There's plenty of missionary opportunities as Tamra and Jess explain to Brady and Claudia why this bishop doesn't wear fancy robes or get paid for what he does. Jess and Tamra stop by Myrna's Bar before leaving town. Tamra's mom is cordial and it's a quick visit before they're back on the plane to Australia where Michael and Emily are waiting to meet them.
Next on the plot complication list: Jess and Tamra feel VERY STRONGLY they should adopt little Evelyn so they can raise her as their own. She won't be sealed to them because her deceased parents (Jess's brother and his wife) were already married in the temple. Evelyn already calls them Mommy and Daddy. It's pretty obvious they should do this, what could go wrong?
Well, Amee in Adelaide feels the same way. Tension rises when everyone takes a turn talking to her on the phone but Amee is unwavering in her decision that SHE is the rightful adoptive mother for this tragically orphaned niece. Jess and Tamra hope the upcoming wedding and family reunion will soften Amee's heart. It's all settled in the next chapter when Jess and Tamra are declared the winners, and this issue never comes up again.

Chapter 3
Brady, Claudia and Aunt Rhea are the only family representing Tamra's side while all of Jess' married sisters, their husbands and children flew or drove in for the temple wedding in Sydney. Emma keeps Tamra's folks company, along with all the children, who are waiting outside the temple when the happy couple exits.
There's a quick luncheon and photos, then everyone meets back at the Hamilton mansion for the reception with all the local friends and ward members attending. Later, the family gathers to watch Jess and Tamra open their wedding gifts which includes a "legacy gift," several pieces of handmade crocheted lace by great-grandmother Alexa passed down through the female descendants, all of Jess's married sisters have some of Alexa's work and now Tamra does too. Tamra is touched. She just KNEW something or someone was calling to her from beyond the veil the moment she set foot on this land. Now we know why all the books in this series have lace on their covers.

Chapter 4
Jess and Tamra honeymoon in Hawaii and have a wonderful time. Life is perfect. After all the recent trials Jess and Tamra have been through, nothing bad could ever happen to them again. Right?
Enter the main plot complication of this book. This is why Michael and Emily have had so many mysterious doctor appointments in town since before the wedding. This is why Michael was abruptly released from his calling as bishop today at church. Jess and Tamra sit them down, demanding to know what's going on?
Michael has cancer (like the reader didn't see this coming since Chapter 1)
Jess does not take this news well. Turning passive-aggressive, insisting he needs to be alone, Jess gets up and storms out of the room.

Chapter 5
Tamra takes this opportunity to open up and speak her heart to Michael and Emily, breaking down sobbing because (like the reader) we just can't believe our favorite fictional patriarch is going to DIE. Michael has been more of a father to her than any man she's ever known, including Brady. How are we supposed to go on without him? Michael takes his newest daughter in his arms and everyone cries together.
Tamra finds Jess, who just finished a good cry himself and suggests he call Sean O'Hara, our favorite family therapist, for grief counseling. Jess agrees it's a good idea but first, he returns to the front room to resume the conversation with his dad. Michael expresses his relief the family business and estate will be left in good hands.
Jess loses it again. Inheritance? Running the family business?! He's not ready for this!

Chapter 6
Jess calls Sean in Utah. Sean is more upset than Jess anticipated when he drops the bomb about Michael and cries for several minutes before he can speak. Knowing the psychologist is just as human makes Jess feel a little better. They discuss the stages of grief then Sean announces he and his wife are going to make arrangements for him to fly out immediately. After all the Hamiltons did for him, Michael is practically family. They decide to keep it a secret and surprise Michael and Emily.
After dinner, Jess helps Michael clean up the kitchen and load the dishwasher so they can talk more about accepting death. Michael admits he's still struggling with it, he wants to live, enjoy his posterity but is wise enough to put the final decision in God's hands.
Father and son embrace and cry together. Again.

Chapter 7
Two days later, Jess flies to Sydney to pick up Sean. Micheal and Emily are both surprised and delighted to see him. Sean stays a week, helping Michael around the ranch, going on picnics with the family and visiting. Michael started chemo and his hair is falling out which he good-naturedly jokes about to ease the tension. They have another good group discussion about accepting God's will and Sean takes his leave. While flying to Sydney in the plane, he confides to Jess he has a feeling he'll get to see Michael again. Alive.

Chapter 8
While Sean is the only non-family member who knows about Michael's terminal illness, nobody else in the family has been informed. Yet. Though he doesn't want to, Jess picks up the phone and starts making the necessary calls to his sisters in the states and Amee in Adelaide. Everyone takes the news well, except Amee who is in denial.
Jess and Tamra decide to organize a big family reunion/vacation, to cheer everyone up. The Hamilton family did something similar several years ago and it was very special-renting a bunch of rooms at an Austrailian beach resort and just hanging out. They will also have a family fast.
It's hard but everyone is coming to terms with the fact Michael will eventually be leaving them.

Chapter 9
Tamra announces to Jess she's pregnant, due date is January, which changes everything. If Michael can live another eight months or so, the circle of life can be completed. Since the death of his brother, Jess is now the only son of an only son. Please let it be a boy!
As begun in Volume 1, Jess pulls Tamra into the second floor hall, turns on the stereo and leads her in a slow dance to Creed's "With Arms Wide Open" (Nice choice, Jess!) to celebrate their future parenthood.
Michael attempts horseback riding but his condition gets the better of him. He collapses and is taken to the hospital, but he's okay. Everyone is worried and comes to visit him.

Chapter 10
Michael is released before the week is out. He and Emily visit his oncologist the following month and are happy to report to Jess and Tamra that, for the moment, he is cancer free!
Both Michael and Emily accompany Jess and Tamra for the ultrasound. It is indeed a boy. Everyone weeps and rejoices, much to the puzzlement of the technician, until they explain.
Next is the marvelous ten day vacation which every single family member made arrangements to attend. Many pictures and videos are on hand to capture every second. Tamra has a tape recorder so Michael can share all his best family history stories for his posterity. Everyone has come to terms with the fact their beloved husband and father will not be with them much longer. Everyone but Amee who continues to avoid the subject, finding an excuse to leave whenever it's brought up.
Family reunion/vacation over, all Jess' sisters and their families go their separate ways while our main characters: Michael, Emily, Jess and Tamra take the opportunity to spend the day at the Sydney temple, doing many sessions and sealings. Everyone is understandably exhausted arriving back home. Things settle back to their routine until one evening, Jess confronts his parents in the sitting room. He and Tamra were going over the family tree and couldn't help but notice there's no temple sealing date for Michael and Emily. Jess is a little disturbed by this. Michael and Emily tell them both to sit down. They've got a long story to tell...

Chapter 11
Readers of previous Anita Stansfield novels already know this story by heart. Just like the cancer announcement, Jess does NOT take this well, gets up and storms out. Tamra and Emily are already weepy. Tamra has the faith to accept this unusual marriage. Emily is glad this came up now, while Michael was still alive and could explain his point of view. Michael agrees, he needs to go talk to his son, now.
Jess is sitting in the carriage house where Michael finds him. After another good chat, they come up with the nice idea of a "bucket list" to focus on. All the fun, exciting, activities and experiences Michael always wanted to do but never found the time or opportunity. Have a friendly horse race on the family track and fly his father's old biplane. The plane is currently sitting in the hanger, dusty, in need of repairs, but still functional. Jess promises to help him.
The very next day, they each choose a horse and, with Tamra and Emily watching as well as videotaping the entire scene, cheer along with the stablehands, gathered to observe the friendly match.
From that day on, Michael and Jess begin spending more quality time together.
Taking further advantage of the remission, Michael and Emily leave for a long trip to Adelaide and Utah where they include Sean and his family in their visits. Jess and Tamra enjoy having the house to themselves.

Chapter 12
It's now October and Michael's cancer has returned. Hearing this, everyone living elsewhere makes plans to come for one last Christmas at the family home with Michael who is now bedridden, too weak to do anything but read and sleep. Emily snuggles next to him on the bed and they speculate on all the fascinating ancestors Michael will get to meet on the other side of the veil. Emily is especially envious he'll get to see Alexa, their guardian angel.
Jess leaves for a few days on business. While he's gone, Evelyn has a minor accident requiring a trip to the doctor for stitches. Michael takes a bad turn and has to spend the night at the hospital, returning with an oxygen tank and looking like death warmed over. Jess takes a fresh grip on his courage when he returns and, with Tamra holding his hand, enters the bedroom to greet his father. Michael takes one look at both of them and insists they need a date night. Marveling at such altruism, Jess and Tamra obey the order.

Chapter 13
Michael's doctor wants him to spend a few days in the hospital taking some tests. Emily goes with him. Two days later, in the middle of the night, Tamra's water breaks. Jess takes her to the hospital where they decide not to inform their parents they're here.
While Tamra endures labor pains, Jess reflects on the words Emily told him during one of their counseling sessions in the psych ward after he tried to take his own life (see Vol 1 "The Guardian") about the sacrifice she made to bring him into the world. He understands now. The baby is born without any complications. Now they can go inform Michael they're here and they have a surprise for them. The sight of this little bundle of joy makes their day.
Michael's doctor enters with the results of his tests. It's terminal, he lit up like a Christmas tree, the cancer is everywhere and there's nothing more they can do.  Everyone nods solemnly.
Micheal declares he wants to go home. All the arrangements are made to accommodate his last wishes. He is helped up the stairs to his room and bed for the last time. Everyone knows the end is near.
Calls are made, both to announce the new baby and to warn everyone Michael's time is almost at hand. All Jess' sisters will come, ASAP. Except Amee who refuses to make plane reservations as she just can't stand to see her father lying on his death bed. Jess talks to her, gets her to acknowledge her true feelings, then goes back upstairs to join his parents. They decide to put on a CD, to lighten the mood, Sting's Fields of Gold (not a bad choice, a good soundtrack for Michael and Emily's story which the author herself admitted helped inspire her writing, much like Muse for Stephanie Meyer's Twilight) Michael asks Jess to "Play it again."

Chapter 14
Tamra is still recovering in the hospital, so Jess drives back to visit her and the baby later that evening. He gets home very late. Next morning, feeling the premonition, he rushes to his parents' bedroom to find Michael asleep with his head in Emily's lap. Emily tells him to go get his sweet wife and new baby and bring them here. Home.
Arrangements have already been made by the Relief Society to bring in meals and take little Evelyn for the next few days to stay with various members. The Hamiltons have been such a rock solid family in their branch, later ward, over the years, everyone welcomes this opportunity to give back. The new bishopric stops by and gives everyone a priesthood blessing.
Within the week, all the sisters arrive. Amee throws herself on her father's chest. Michael holds and reassures her. Amee can now come to terms with her grief.
A few chapters ago, one of Michael's daughters (Allison) had an inspired idea that before he died, he should gather all his children around him, like Father Lehi in the Book of Mormon, and give everyone a father's blessing. Now is the time to do so. Tamra is included. Then Michael gives Emily a husband's blessing. All will take turns keeping vigil at their father's side until the end comes.
It is a good sendoff for such a strong, memorable, character in this fictional world.
Sean and his family come for the funeral. Jess is amazed at the peace and closure he feels. Everyone stays for the blessing of their new baby, named Jess Michael but, like his father and grandfather before him, will be known as Michael, to avoid confusion with his father.
Jess is overcome with emotion as he felt the presence of his father's hand on his shoulder while standing in the circle, holding and blessing his new son.
Emily and Tamra aren't surprised at all.

THE END




Tuesday, November 8, 2016

A Guiding Star



Book Series: Gables of Legacy   (Byrnehouse-Davies & Hamilton)  
Publishing Date: 2002
Author: Anita Stansfield
Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.
Category: LDS Contemporary Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited- Tamra
Chapter Count: 9
Page Count: 149

No dedication

Prologue

This is nothing but a recap of Vol. 1 The Guardian-Michael and Emily Hamilton invited Tamra Banks to come live with them at their Australian home where she fell in love with their only son, Jess, who attempted suicide which Tamra prevented. Months passed. At first, Jess seemed to be recovering well but as he refused to take their relationship to the next level, Tamra finally told him she was leaving. Jess left instead. Tamra soon followed. Jess found himself and returned home a new man, ready to progress with his life and his relationship with Tamra. Discovering she'd left, he quickly tracked her down on the same plane about to take off for the States where he gave Tamra the shock of her life...

Chapter 1 

After twelve hours in the air, the plane is about to land at LAX airport, Los Angeles, CA where they will change planes for Minnesota. Tamra wakes up, remembers she has Jess back in her life and smiles as he kisses her. She can't wait to show him around her hometown of Minneapolis, Minnesota.
Jess pays for two separate motel rooms and they check in to rest. We are reminded that Tamra is tall with long red hair. One of the things Jess loves about her is her conservative, wholesome appearance: except for a touch of lipstick, Tamra wears no makeup and is modest in her dress. While Jess is six feet tall, he doesn't mind when Tamra wears high heels. With his blue-green eyes, longish dark wavy hair, loaded with money and total commitment to her, Tamra knows she's found quite a catch.
Tamra admits she's apprehensive about contacting her mother. She's glad she has Jess to hold her hand. After breakfast, they decide to kill some time by shopping at Target for the winter clothes they forgot to pack. Jess throws in extra items like junk food and even a Lego set declaring he needs something to play with which is kinda cute.
Next, Jess insists they stop at a respectable jewelers so he can purchase an official engagement ring (Don't worry, he can afford it!) for Tamra. She's a little mad, at first, until she sees the perfect ring-tasteful, elegant and not the least bit flamboyant. Jess tells her an "eight cow wife" deserves an "eight cow ring." Because Tamra never took seminary in high school, having converted to the church later in life, the Johnny Lingo reference flies completely over her head but Jess is happy to explain.
At last, they are ready to enter the seedy bar owned by Tamra's mom. Because it is mid-afternoon, Tamra knows this is the best time to visit because there will be no customers. They go in and make themselves known. Tamra's mother is smoking, doing the daily crossword, while her older brother, Mel, is every bit the proverbial bartender, polishing shot glasses. 
When they realize this red-headed woman is their sister and daughter, Tamra's mom, Myrna, just smirks "Hope you didn't come here asking for money!" and takes another drag on her cigarette. Her brother is more open, offering them drinks on the house. Jess orders two ginger ales ignoring the sarcastic remark about Mormons and their non-alcoholic habits.

Chapter 2

Myrna, (what a name!) is cordial but it's obvious she was completely unprepared for her estranged daughter to walk back into her life like this and with a MAN to boot! She listens to Tamra's story of what she's been doing all these years and all she accomplished. Learning Jess is disgustingly rich, Myrna admits maybe her daughter hasn't been wasting her time all these years after all, much to Tamra's disgust as she points out there's a lot more to men than the pathetic examples her mother entertained: relationships are more than just superficial looks or money and perhaps it's time they were leaving.
No handshakes or hugs. Awkward.  Tamra and Jess exit the building wondering if this visit accomplished anything. They get dinner and return to their rooms for some much needed sleep. Tamra's big emotional meltdown over seeing her abusive mother can wait until tomorrow where Tamra cries for a long time in Jess' arms which lasts many pages as they re-hash the issues.
They order pizza and dance to music on Tamra's laptop. Jess tells her he spoke to his parents in Australia earlier today and took the liberty of setting their wedding date for after New Years at the Sydney temple. That way all his family and extended family can come out both for the holiday and their big event. Tamra agrees with Emily and Michael-it's a brilliant plan.

Chapter 3

After breakfast at a favorite local spot, Tamra and Jess get in their rental car so Tamra can take him on a special "lake and river" drive. Jess suggests while Tamra is here, she should keep going and try and contact her biological father.
At first, Tamra hates the idea. Myrna could never stop talking about what a horrible jerk her father was and since Tamra only saw him a grand total of two times growing up, she never had any choice but to believe all the awful things her mother said about him. Why open more old wounds?
They go to Walker Art Museum to think things over, then get take out to eat in their room, ending their day with a late swim in the motel's indoor pool (Um, I doubt they remembered to pack bathing suits. Did they go skinny dipping? *snort*).
Myrna is her usual pessimistic self again when they show up at the bar at the same time the following day where Myrna reluctantly gives them the information they need to locate that good-for-nothing Brady Banks. He's working in St. Paul and it turns out he's hardly a loser.
Tamra's father is now head foreman for a large, prestigious, construction company. At the site, someone summons Brady, a distinguished looking man with reddish hair, who is amazed to see his little Tamra Sue, all grown up and engaged to be married. He engulfs her in a big hug, shakes Jess' hand and insists they meet him at a nice restaurant for dinner so they can catch up.
There's a woman at the table when they arrive. Brady has been happily remarried nine years to Claudia who had children from a previous marriage. Once his divorce and custody rights were finalized, Brady spent several years drinking and letting his life go down the toilet until one day, he woke up and decided to make some major life changes. It was at an AA meeting he met Claudia and they just hit if off. Her teenage children accepted him and he stepped into his new role of being a husband and father to his new family.
The meal over, Brady asks if they'd like to follow them to meet his mother who is living in a care center. Tamra starts to cry. She has a grandmother! She has a family!

Chapter 4

At the care center, Grandma Banks' eyes light up when her son introduces her to Tamra and Jess. She suffered a stroke and can't move or speak but, sitting in her wheelchair, her eyes indicate she can understand everything they're saying to her. Tamra falls in love with her immediately.
Last, they follow Brady and Claudia's car back to their house where Tamra is moved seeing framed photographs of herself and Mel as young children prominently displayed on an end table by the sofa.
Her father makes a long speech about how he fought her mother for some kind of visitation rights since Myrna insisted on full custody. The legal fees and lawyer bills were what really drove him back to the bottle. He tried, he really did, but Myrna was so nasty he finally conceded and went crawling back to his mother's basement where he lived for several years, mooching off her, until she forced him to get up, get a life, a job and go to AA. He obeyed his mother and ended up with this fairy tale happy ending; a shiny, new life.
Which never included her. Tamra points out. Why?!
Jess takes Tamra's hand as she starts sobbing. Brady looks very uncomfortable as he learns his little Tamra Sue did not grow up in a loving, secure environment thanks to that witch he married. He'd hoped, by giving into Myrna's selfish custody battle, his ex-wife would change into a nice mom. He'd convinced himself his children's lives were better without him in it. He's heartbroken now to learn Tamra was so miserable growing up, not to mention the sexual abuse she suffered from all of Myrna's live-in boyfriends.
Tamra tells him not to think about it. It's in the past. She's ready to put it behind her. And they really must be going now.
Jess and Tamra talk for awhile back in the motel room before retiring to their own beds. They call her father the next morning, intending to apologize for the awkward conversation but Brady and Claudia graciously invite them to breakfast instead. (Today is Saturday.) They return to the house where Tamra apologizes for yesterday's emotion, she's feeling much better now and, once she put herself in Brady's shoes, has a better understanding of the decisions he made.
With Christmas just around the corner, the four adults come up with a lovely idea to make up for all the missed holidays-they will have their own Christmas celebration while Tamra and Jess are in town. Claudia loves to decorate early anyway. They agree Monday will be "Christmas Eve" and Tuesday will be Christmas. They'll trim the tree, bake cookies, exchange gifts and eat a big Christmas dinner. All burst into laughter in anticipation of their fun plans.

Chapter 5

The conversation continues: Jess and Tamra express their regret to Brady and Claudia why they can't come over early and spend the day with them because tomorrow is Sunday and they were planning on attending church. So far, religion hasn't been a main topic of conversation. Tamra's dad and stepmom are good people but organized religion just hasn't been a big part of their life. Jess and Tamra say goodbye promising to come over for Sunday lunch tomorrow afternoon.
Now, Jess and Tamra have some serious shopping to do and how lucky for them they just happen to be in the city that's home to the biggest shopping center in the country, The Mall of America. It's so big, it has an amusement park inside. Jess and Tamra browse many stores, ride the roller coaster and browse some more but Tamra is stumped as to what to buy her new family. After a few helpful suggestions from Jess, they purchase a koala bear (Australia, get it?) new journals, and stationary as a reminder that while email is nice, there's nothing like getting a real, old-fashioned snail mail letter. For Grandma, Tamra picks out a crystal heart to hang in a sunny window to brighten up a room, like in Pollyanna. They'll print off all the family history charts Tamra spent the last few years putting together on her laptop and get them professionally bound-one copy for Brady and Claudia, another for Grandma. They'll love it!
They've also been invited to an LDS family's home for dinner tonight, they supported Tamra on her mission and when she called to let them know she was in town, they insisted she come over.
After church the next day, Jess and Tamra spend a delightful evening helping the Banks decorate for Christmas. They all agree the star on top of the Christmas tree symbolizes a guiding light through a world of darkness. They bake lots of Christmas goodies (that braided bread with cherry filling sounds good!) and have a wonderful time visiting.
It occurs to Tamra the next day, "Christmas Eve," they need to go back to the mall to buy one last gift. She noticed yesterday, her father and Claudia don't have a nativity set and what better way to share their Christian beliefs in a non-offensive way by presenting them with such a gift? (Good thing they have the money as any decent set will cost at least $200.) They have it gift wrapped and, along with all the other gifts, now wrapped, drive directly to the Banks' residence.
Claudia invited her now grown children and their families over. Jess and Tamra don't mind this at all. Everyone gets along splendidly. After eating a big, delicious dinner, they play games and eat more of the goodies baked yesterday.
It is snowing on "Christmas morning" but this isn't Utah snow so Jess can't build a snowman. They drive over to the house for the gift exchange, instead, where Jess and Tamra receive matching Minnesota sweatshirts, a gift card to a nice restaurant in the city and tickets to the symphony tomorrow evening before they fly out.
Brady and Claudia love their gifts and are touched at the beautiful nativity. They are also impressed by the genealogy books. Tamra shows them lines going all the way back to the early 1400's and they explain their Mormon beliefs of temple work for the dead and eternal families.
They all visit Grandma in the care center. Her long, warm glance at Tamra makes it obvious she loves her two gifts. Everyone gets a little weepy.
The adults return to the house for more games and refreshments. All agree this has been a wonderful opportunity to spend quality time together as a family. Brady and Claudia are also pleased to announce that, after talking it over, decided they can afford to take time off, using money they had set aside, on a trip to Australia for the wedding.

 Chapter 6

After tearful goodbyes, it is especially hard for Tamra to say farewell to Grandma as she suspects it's the last time she'll see her alive. Jess and Tamra return to their motel room where Tamra impulsively decides they need to make one last trip to the store before they leave town. They go back to the copy center, then to Target, wrap the gifts in Christmas paper and get in the car.
At Myrna's bar, mid-afternoon, they find Tamra's mom and Mel in their usual places. Mel is surprised and pleased to open a Kingdom Lego set complete with knights and a fire breathing dragon. Tamra remembered Mel always asking for Legos during Christmas when they were growing up but never getting any. Tamra always wanted an Easy Bake Oven! (Remember this, because it's important later.) Myrna is puzzled over the family history charts, offended Tamra would go out of her way to buy them gifts they don't really need. She stops chain smoking long enough to suggest, with cold indifference, they should go now.
Hurt, Tamra is understandably quiet during the drive back to the motel where she demands the keys, gets back in the car and drives off alone. She's just not in the mood to talk to Jess right now. Wandering around the city, Tamra finally ends up at the care center where Brady finds her. He tells his daughter happiness is always within her grasp, all she has to do is reach out and take it. Tamra presses her face to her father's shoulder and sobs.
Jess and Tamra fly out the next day, arriving in Salt Lake City because Tamra's never been here while Jess served his mission here, but first, they need to drive down to Provo where Jess has several boxes stored in the garage of his ex-girlfriend/fiancĂ©e's parents' house. They aren't here (mission) but Heather, the ex-girlfriend, is! She's happily married and visibly pregnant with short blonde hair and wearing lots of makeup and jewelry. She is pleased to meet Tamra while Jess is clearly uncomfortable, especially when Heather asks about the suicide attempt-she admits she called the hospital and got all the details by claiming to be one of his sisters. Relieved to know she wasn't the cause, leaves them to collect the boxes in the garage. Jess cannot get away fast enough.

Chapter 7

It's too early to visit any friends or family, since nobody's home-school/work-so Jess drives to the office of Sean O'Hara, family counselor and psychiatrist. It's really good to see him again (he's one of my favorite recurring characters). Sean is very happy to see Jess doing so much better, that his phone call therapy worked and that Jess is engaged to be married. They must all go out to dinner, soon.
Back in the car, Jess notices Tamra is troubled but she won't tell him what's really bothering her, not that she doesn't have a long list of things to be stressing out over already. Tamra admits she's struggling with unkind feelings toward her mother, repressed anger resurfacing, old wounds opened after their visits which did not lead to any reconciliation between them.
They stay with Allison in her Provo home. Her husband and children are excited to have company. Then, out of nowhere, a fever knocks Tamra out (a relapse of what she caught on her mission?) and she is bedridden for over a week, delirious, dreaming strange dreams of being back on the family ranch in Australia wearing Victorian clothing and chatting with ancestor Jess while Alexa rides around the race track.

Chapter 8

When Tamra wakes up, Jess informs her it's almost Thanksgiving and they will be spending it here at Allison's who absolutely insists they stay. Sean comes over to visit. Tamra doesn't appreciate being patronized until Jess explains he was concerned by Tamra's outbursts over her repressed feelings and thought she should talk to a professional. Sean tells Tamra his own story, very similar to hers and Jess' how he was able to forgive both himself and his father who kicked him out after he joined the church.
Tamra feels well enough a few days later to go outside and build a snowman with Jess who acts just like a little boy which makes her laugh. Allison takes them to her in-laws home where they have the opportunity to take a real sleigh ride pulled by real horses and jingle bells.
Next stop is Northern California where Jess' other sister, Alexa, meets them in Sacramento and drives them to her home where they stay and enjoy another nice visit with her husband and children. Micheal phones during this time especially to talk to Tamra. Jess told him of her struggles and he has some personal wisdom to share from his own grandfather, Michael Hamilton, who overcame horrible childhood abuse to become the great man everyone admired. He relates the advice the original Michael gave him-that dysfunctional cycles in families can end, if one learns the true meaning of forgiveness. Tamra knows she can rise above her own abuse too. She pens a quick letter to her mother, letting her know she's forgiven her for everything and mails it before they board the plane overseas.

Chapter 9

Back in Australia, Tamra never thought to ask Jess how they would get home from the airport and laughs in delight when Jess informs her he's been a certified pilot for years, he just never needed to use it until now. 
Tamra's car is still parked at Aunt Rhea's who will be happy to drive it to Queensland for the wedding next month. This is all taken care of over the phone. When they reach the station and the family mansion, Evelyn is very happy to see them both, so are Michael and Emily. The wedding plans come together very quickly. Tamra enjoys Christmas, especially the tradition of taking a horse drawn wagon filled with gifts over to the boys' home.
But the very best present Tamra receives arrives in the mail from her mother, Myrna. After double checking it for bomb threats, (kidding!) Tamra is moved to tears when she opens an Easy Bake Oven along with a note. Myrna regrets her behavior during their visit, was glad to get her letter of forgiveness and hopes they might be friends from now on.
It's another Festivus miracle! And another happy

THE END