Someone to Hold

Book Series: Stand Alone Title 

Publishing Date: 2002

Author: Anita Stansfield

Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.

Category: LDS Contemporary Romance
Point of View: Third Person- Christy and Cameron
Chapter Count: 20
Page Count: 273

*spoiler alert* The events of September 11, 2001 are included in this story, a device I did not agree with. Such a sensitive event, and so soon after its occurrence, does not make for entertaining romance. This is the book where the author began to rely more heavily on her main characters having "emotional meltdowns" in order to advance the plot.

No Dedication

Prologue

Salt Lake City, Utah

Christina Hardy does not actually live in Salt Lake City but just outside the area in a very nice home located in "one of the (snobby) rich canyon neighborhoods" (probably up Parley's in the Summit/Park City area). She has a posh, part-time job as a sales associate in a souvenir gift shop in one of the downtown malls (that would be either Crossroads or ZCMI Center both demolished in 2007 to make way for City Creek).

It is January and she just got home from work. While Christina admits to herself her life is far from perfect, she is certainly content: wonderful husband who married her in the temple, luxury home, three beautiful children and she loves her job which allows her to be home before the kids are out of school. Poor cellular phone service up the canyon is the only drawback, but that's Utah! Her boss at work also just offered her a promotion to store manager. Christina is tempted but will probably turn it down. Her life is practically perfect.

Or is it?

Christina enters her kitchen to find her husband, Keith, just sitting there, expectantly waiting for her. He came home extra early today on purpose so he could drop the BIG PLOT DEVICE. He's been cheating on her for months, decided this other woman is the love of his life and he's moving out so they can get a divorce and he can marry this other woman. Don't worry, he'll send her plenty of child support in return for visiting rights with his children. Details in the divorce papers to follow.

Christina hardly has time to pick her jaw up off the floor and start processing all this as Keith Hardy skips merrily out the door and out of Christy's life.

Chapter 1

Fast forward to December 23rd of this same year. Life has settled down, but Christy still has nightmares about her situation only to wake up to the reality that it's still true. Her husband left her and she's joined the ranks of single parenthood. We are told Christy has shoulder-length, medium brown hair and her job is only a short drive down the canyon on a freeway (unnamed) that takes her directly into the heart of the city and the downtown malls (If she does live in Summit County that would be I-80 to Foothill Blvd which turns into 400 south. So, yes, eventually she'll get there!).

Christy greets the people she oversees (She took that promotion after all, circumstances kinda demanded it!). Rodney is happily married with a wife and small child, the other is a young, single woman, Mazie, who prefers standing around gossiping, always managing to disappear when there's actual work to be done, like waiting on customers or stocking shelves. Christy's about ready to fire her.

While the radio plays background, upbeat Christmas music, Christy complains to Rodney about the latest local news item. The richest man in Salt Lake, Bruce Chandler, is sponsoring a charity game as a contest to encourage the Christmas spirit of kindness and giving. Christy thinks Bruce is a rich, snobby hypocrite who just wants attention. Mazie brags she used to go to the same LDS ward as Mr. Bruce Chandler which makes her practically related to royalty. Christy and Rodney roll their eyes.

We are introduced to Christy's three children that evening. Christy observes how well they've handled the divorce with quiet maturity and acceptance. Lucy is nine and a sweetheart, eager to please her mom in everything she does. Tim is ten and a good kid. Christy's oldest, Charlotte, is thirteen but not a brat. She's painting her toenails, chatting on the landline with her best friend. When Christy pops her head in to say hi, Charlotte is pleasant and agreeable. Christy wonders what she did to deserve such well adjusted kids.

Chapter 2

Today is Christmas Eve. The snowstorm during the commute home is bad. Another commercial for Bruce Chandler's holiday contest is on the radio before another cheesy Christmas song, reminding her that's she's practically all alone for the holidays, begins. Christy can't stand it and bursts into tears while driving. She's almost home when she sees a car on the side of the snowy road, emergency lights flashing. Up ahead, a man is trudging along, the obvious owner of the abandoned vehicle. Christy pulls over and offers the (very handsome) stranger a lift. 

He thanks her for being a true Samaritan. Just like that holiday charity contest currently trending on the radio. Christy growls and he changes the subject, introducing himself as Cameron. He was on his way to his maiden Aunt Beatrice Hammond's house to spend Christmas when his car broke down. Turns out Christy knows this woman personally, Aunt Bea is her Relief Society president and her biggest supporter after her divorce. Cameron replies he's familiar with divorce too which for him happened after he served his mission to Texas (Christy served in Florida) and married in the temple. They had a son, but he died. And Christy thought she had problems.

Christy invites her guest in where he can finally call his aunt to come pick him up. Christy introduces him to the kids, busy packing for spending Christmas afternoon with Keith and his new wife. It's obvious they are very excited about the sleepover and second Christmas they'll be experiencing this year. They barely acknowledge Cameron. 

Observing this, Cameron invites Christy to Christmas dinner at Aunt Bea's. The doorbell rings and it's a very stuffy looking chauffeur, here to collect, "Mr. Chandler." That's right folks! Christy won the Utah lottery. She stares incredulously at Cameron who sheepishly admits his full name is Bruce Cameron Chandler. 

And he's richer than Midas.

Chapter 3

Settled in the guest bedroom at Aunt Bea's, Cameron can't sleep as visions of Christina Hardy dance in his head. What a woman! Beatrice told him all about her situation, struggling to stay strong for her children while she was falling apart inside and Bea was the only person who knew. 

Next morning, Bea suggests her nephew go pick up Christy, after calling her first to make sure it's all right. Christy agrees to be ready when he arrives.

He's a little late but Christy lets it slide, especially since he came bearing gifts, a large Hickory Farms gift basket.

In the car, they have a nice chat about the proper attitude everyone should have about money. Both are happy to learn they share the philosophy that having money sufficient for one's needs to support a spouse and children is all that really matters. It is the love of money that is the root of all evil. (Cameron's obviously been talking to Michael Hamilton!)

Aunt Bea (who we are told is in her sixties) welcomes Christy to her home. Other guests include extended family, friends and widows Christy recognizes from the ward who are already gathered in the living room where a tasty buffet lunch has been set out. Christy and Cameron grab plates and dig in. The party is entirely made up of childless adults. Afterward, everyone plays some games before retiring for naps. Cameron and Christy are also the youngest people there. Since they aren't tired, they sit up and talk. Christy learns Cameron has only one sister, inactive, living in Brooklyn, New York with her boyfriend. Cameron has always gone by his middle name. His father was Bruce and they were very close, until he died last year. Cameron makes a cute joke about having an alter ego who wears a mask, fights crime and keeps his cool car hidden in a secret cave. 

Christy laughs and admits her full name is Laurel Christina Hardy but, for obvious reasons (what WERE her parents thinking?) she's always gone by Christy. They share another hearty laugh.

Christy discovers she's tired and decides to take her hosts up on that offer to catch a good nap.

Chapter 4

The room is dark when Christy wakes. She hurries downstairs to find everyone ready to play bingo (Did she wake up in a nursing home?) and eat buffet leftovers for dinner while watching It's a Wonderful Life. Christy falls asleep during the movie with her head on Cameron's shoulder while everyone else is already planning their wedding for them. She wakes and remembers she needs to call and check up on her kids who report having the best time of their lives. Their dad and his second wife are spoiling them rotten with gifts and entertainment. Christy hangs up feeling like the world's biggest loser. Aunt Bea suggests, since there's nobody waiting for her at home, why not just spend the night here? (Cameron will sleep in a separate bedroom, of course!)

Next day, Christy goes with Cameron to get his car, which immediately starts. No trip to the mechanic required after all. They return to Aunt Bea's who just smirks; it is SO obvious Providence brought them together. Nobody's working till Monday (today is Saturday) and there's a movie Aunt Bea is just dying to see so they drive into the city. (Park City has movie theaters too, Anita.) The Gateway mall is never named but it's obvious that's the venue they go to because Temple Square is just down the street and that's where Bea suggests they walk next, to admire the Christmas lights.

While they walk, the family chauffeur pulls up to chat while parking their car. Christy looks up, noting the Chandler Corporation skyscraper they just happen to be standing under. No parking validation needed for them! 

The lights and displays on the Square are as beautiful as always and since the Crossroads Mall food court is just across the street, they grab a bite before heading home. Christy and Cameron held hands during this entire "date" while Aunt Bea pretended not to notice. Christy and Cameron admit their growing friendship for each other and say goodbye. For now.

Chapter 5

Christy wakes up Sunday morning, alone, as her kids won't be home until later that night. She calls again to hear a repeat of what a GREAT time they're having and hangs up feeling very depressed but goes to church where Aunt Bea and Cameron ask if they can sit with her. Christy gives a silent scream of delight, even though Aunt Bea sits between them during worship service. Christy teaches primary but she invites them both to her home for Sunday dinner. Bea's important calling prevents her from coming; but Cameron can!

During the meal, Christy and Cameron have another nice talk about staying positive during difficult trials, like divorce. Christy repeats her story of how her husband dropped the bomb. Then it's Cameron's turn.

Cameron's wife turned out to be very different from the Molly Mormon he thought he was marrying. Her testimony wasn't as strong as she'd let on. They started drifting apart. Even having a child didn't magically turn her into a happy homemaker. Even though the car accident wasn't her fault, that's how their son died. His wife took it very hard and seemed to resent Cameron's ability to find closure through fasting, prayer and scripture study. One day he came home to find she'd packed her things and left him with divorce papers waiting on the kitchen table for him to sign. His dad, Bruce, helped him find forgiveness and peace but it wasn't easy. His father was a good man who firmly but lovingly made his two children get jobs and learn a healthy work ethic. Cameron is a little embarrassed to admit he was able to make extra money doing some modeling. Christy feels more frumpy than ever. Cameron assures her she's the most beautiful, amazing single mom he's ever met.

Chapter 6
Cameron tells Christy more detail about life after his divorce. He sold the house and took up permanent residence in his downtown office which has a small studio apartment because his own father was a workaholic. This allowed his other vice presidents and servants to run the corporation and do all his personal shopping for him so he wouldn't have to go out in public. He began taking extended trips to New York City and LA for business meetings.
Just then, the kids come in, along with Keith who isn't pleased to find his wife entertaining a male friend instead of pining away for him. He implies Christy is setting a poor moral example for their children and threatens to change the custody rights. Christy tells him to get lost. Keith leaves, Cameron applauds before making a graceful exit. Christina's kids tell her they approve of her new "friend."
Monday, Cameron can't focus on his work. He impulsively finds Christy's gift shop, buys one of their most expensive items, while Mazie drools all over him, and has it gift wrapped especially for...their boss! Rodney and Mazie are shocked. When Christy gets back from lunch, she is forced to reveal her connection to Mr. Chandler and that her feelings for him are quite the opposite now.

Chapter 7
Despite Christy's insistence that she and Cameron are not dating, she goes to lunch with him the following day where he gives her another gift, a CD (it's the soundtrack to a 1973 film that was so bad, Roger Ebert walked out on it!) they both love. Christy is very pleased, she's been wanting to add this to her collection. Birds of a feather...
Just before New Years, Cameron calls, catching Christy in a very depressed mood. She breaks down sobbing but Cameron is totally there for her. For the last time Christy, the divorce was not your fault. Christy is grateful for his verbal comfort and advice.

Chapter 8
Cameron phones again the following evening (he's in New York on business or he'd be there personally to take her in his arms for a big hug) to give Christy another pep talk. He declares she is now his best friend and he'll phone again tomorrow the minute his plane lands which he does, inviting Christy on another "meal date." She lets her employees close the shop and hurries off to meet him so they can further analyze "the breakdown of a temple marriage." Cameron gave her homework-read 2 Nephi 5 and make out a pro/con list about life after her divorce.
Christy stays up till 4am to complete her "assignments" and is amazed at Cameron's wisdom. For the first time, Christy seeks out Cameron at his office where his secretary, after confirming with her boss, lets her right in. Christy tells him about her epiphany: it is possible to find forgiveness after divorce and she has become a better person because of it, all thanks to him. Cameron is glad to hear it.

Chapter 9
To celebrate, Cameron takes her to lunch then offers to come over tonight with pizza so he can spend more time getting to know Christy's kids. They all play Monopoly and have a great time.
Back in Ch. 7, when Cameron came to pick up Christy for their lunch date, a woman with a camera entered the gift shop wanting to take some promotional photos for the mall. Christy agreed to let her take pictures of herself with Cameron posing as a customer. No harm in any of that, right?
Christy arrives for another day on the job to find Rodney and Mazie (who won't meet Christy's eye) holding a copy of a local magazine with an outrageous headline plastered across the pages: Unassuming Local Woman Lands Herself a Millionare as Grand Prize in Holiday Contest. The accompanying article is a greatly exaggerated account of Bruce Chandler and Christina Hardy's romantic relationship, fueled by his money. Christy immediately blames Cameron and storms into his office to slam the article down on his desk and chew him out. Cameron defends himself. This magazine got it all wrong, both local papers: The Deseret News and The Salt Lake Tribune already ran articles about the result of his contest. There was no grand prize winner, he gave all the winnings to charity.
Not wanting to admit she might have overreacted, maybe just a bit, Christy turns and leaves, hiding in her own office for the remainder of the day. Cameron calls later that night but they argue and the issue is not resolved. Christy is convinced Cameron is selling out.

Chapter 10
A few days pass. Christy arrives at work one morning where Rodney takes her aside to let her know he overheard Mazie having a phone conversation that was very disturbing. She was thanking someone for publishing the article and the resulting money she received for her tip. Mazie all but admitted her direct involvement in libel! Christy wastes no time calling Mazie into her office to inform her she's fired.
Keith also read the article. He asks Christy to meet him in the lobby of the nearby Joseph Smith Memorial Building (originally the Hotel Utah) offering to take her back; especially if she just won a million dollars. What a hypocrite. Christy sees right through his little ploy and tells him to go recommit himself to his new wife. He made his bed.
Cameron is waiting to high five her when she exits the lobby. Christy is ready to be friends again. Cameron is glad. Christy promises to call him but it's more difficult than she thought. He's doesn't answer his cell phone for the rest of the day. She calls Aunt Bea who reminds Christy her nephew works one night a week in the temple. Christy gets in the car and drives to Salt Lake. It's been awhile since she last attended a session anyway.

Chapter 11
She finds Cameron in the temple cafeteria. They sit and eat together where Christy clears up the misunderstanding; Mazie was the true guilty party. Both apologize. Christy tells him all the details about her meeting with Keith and his lame offer to take her back. Cameron glaces at the clock and realizes if they want to catch the next session, where he has responsibilities as a temple worker, they need to go now.
Christy has to force herself to pay attention during the entire (live) session. Cameron joins her in the celestial room and they talk for quite a while.
They meet for lunch the next day. Cameron is late, as usual, an annoying habit that Christy finally calls him out on. Cameron is amazed, he had no idea he had a fault with punctuality. He asks his secretary for a second opinion. She reminds him she gave him a watch last Christmas for a reason. Oh.

Chapter 12
Weeks pass and it's February. With Valentine's Day approaching, Cameron surprises Christy in her office to ask if he can take her out tomorrow for the holiday. Just as friends, of course. He brings roses to sweeten the deal. Not that it needs any sweetening! Christy's no fool, she accepts and even buys a new dress and allows daughter Charlotte to fix her hair before her "date" arrives to pick her up (and he's on time for once!).
The Roof is one of the most expensive restaurants in Salt Lake. After their fine dining experience, they decide to walk the grounds outside. Cameron tells Christy how, just before they met, he was going through one of the darkest, most depressing Christmases of his life. His father had just died leaving him all alone for the holidays. Getting himself out of bed to go to work or attend church just wasn't worth it anymore. He was contemplating suicide when his car broke down Christmas Eve. That's when an angel saved him.
Looking intently into her eyes, Cameron suggests maybe they should just get married.
Christy reminds him they haven't even officially kissed yet. Cameron rectifies that little detail. Both are left breathless by it. Yeah, they better get married. Soon. They decide to elope. They'll only tell the kids and Aunt Bea. Get married for time only in the Salt Lake Temple, then, after their temple sealing cancellations are approved, they can go back and do it proper.
(Is getting married for time only in the temple still possible? A quick Google found this internet discussion board. Sorry Christy but it looks like you have to be a widow, although with bishop and stake president approval you could but with everyone opting for civil ceremonies, marrying for time only in the temple is not really done anymore.)

Chapter 13
After dropping Christy off, Cameron decides to impose on Aunt Bea and spend the night giving him the opportunity to share his big news. Aunt Bea doesn't mind at all, is delighted to give her blessing on the engagement and help plan this spontaneous wedding by taking Christy shopping to buy a white dress. Cameron is like a kid on Christmas Eve. He can't wait to be a father to Christy's children and share every aspect of life with this new family he's helping to create.
Christy can hardly sleep either, her nightmare has just been replaced by a beautiful dream where she'll never be alone again (and never have to work again to support her family). The date of the wedding has been set for February 28th.
The day before the wedding, they sit the kids down and tell them. (Wow, very smart.) All three are understandably apprehensive and quiet, especially Charlotte. After seeing them off to bed, Christy returns and, with tear filled eyes, expresses her concern that they're not jumping up and down with enthusiasm. (Well, what'd you expect, Christy? You're bringing another adult into the house. Their lives will never be the same again.) Cameron reassures her he'll do everything he can to win their trust, just give it time.
Next day, Christy and Cameron go alone to the temple, kneel across an alter and are married for time only. They pose outside as a wedding photographer takes a picture. They eat lunch, just the two of them, in the JSM building.
An unusual wedding, but let the honeymoon begin!

Chapter 14

They spend one night in Las Vegas then continue on to the San Diego area where Christy's parents live. Keith's family is also from this area and the two families have always been close which is one big reason they got married. Christy's parents are just a little taken aback when she arrives with Cameron. There's some heated discussion about such a hasty second marriage but, in the end, Christy's parents realize this relationship was ordained by heaven.

Another stopover in Vegas to break up the drive back to Salt Lake where the kids are eager to welcome them back. They take them out to dinner to celebrate their new family. Next morning, Christy goes into work to inform Rodney today is her last day. Rodney is just as surprised as everyone else learning about her new life situation and the reason for her spontaneous trip. Christina Chandler informs him she's turning over management of the store to him.

Keith calls later that day. News travels fast. He's not happy but there's not much he can do about it except threaten to withhold child support. Christy warns him if he reneges on his responsibilities to the children he helped create, she'll see him in court. He agrees and they hang up.

Chapter 15

Weeks pass. Christy observes Cameron isn't used to having kids around all the time and it takes some adjusting on everyone's part as they all learn how to live together. Charlotte gets rebellious and contradictory. They take a fun trip to Southern California (don't worry, they can afford it!) over the summer which helps and when school starts in the fall, Cameron tags along to help them pick out new clothes and school supplies. Christy is happy to learn she's pregnant. They tell the kids that night and Cameron shows them an old album with photos of his deceased son. Tim and Charlotte are intrigued, both by the story and that when Christy and Cameron are sealed together, they will have an eternal little brother.

A few days later, they learn both temple sealing cancellations have been approved and they are free to plan the REAL wedding. Friday, September 14, 2001 would be a good date. They call the Salt Lake Temple and reserve a room. All their family and friends, including Aunt Bea, promise to be there. 

But first, Cameron needs to take a quick trip back East to visit a friend in Boston, Barry, who needs some financial advice. Another good friend and vice president of the Chandler Corporation, Dean, (who is NOT a member of the church but happily married to Beth his whole life) is also flying out to New York City for an important meeting in the World Trade Center Towers on Tuesday. Cameron plans to catch the Tuesday United airlines flight from Boston to LA, where he has another quick business meeting, then he'll fly home, just in time for the temple sealing.

Christy can't shake a feeling of foreboding, that something dreadful is going to happen that might affect the wedding. (Gee, ya think?)

Tuesday morning, September 11, 2001, Christy gets all her kids out the door to school but Charlotte calls and Christy has to leave the house to bring her the forgotten item. On the drive back, Christy changes radio stations and can't believe what she's hearing. Once inside, she turns on the television where she stays, sobbing and reacting for the rest of the day. Bea comes over to share her grief. No word from Cameron, except a message on the machine letting Christy know he was about to board his flight and he can't wait to see her. Christy and Bea are understandably freaking out over the fact Cameron is most likely DEAD.

Cameron hangs up the phone and gets in line with the other passengers. All at once, a feeling hits him. Don't get on this flight! Cameron listens and obeys. He takes a cab back to Barry's home where he is smothered in a big hug of relief. What's going on? Barry shows him the TV.

Cameron desperately tries to call Christy but all the lines are jammed. All planes are grounded. Rental car agencies are making a fortune. He must get home! Barry and his wife just happen to have an old six-seater Chevy Astro van they've been trying to sell. It runs great and they'll sell it to Cameron for practically nothing if he wants to drive it to Utah. It even has a CD player and they'll throw in a road atlas for free. (How did we ever survive without Google maps and GPS?)

Chapter 16

Just before he leaves, Cameron remembers e-mail and quickly types a message on Barry's computer letting Christy know he's okay and alive. Back in Utah, Christy and Bea are both weeping over the images on the screen when Christy feels prompted to check her inbox, (after her dial-up finally connects!) and she and Bea fall into each other's arms, sobbing with relief.

Instead of hitting the freeway west, Cameron goes back to the airport and begins rounding up desperate passengers so he'll have some company on the long drive to Utah.
Gary is a twentysomething on his way to Denver. Tom is a middle aged man anxious to get to Kansas City because his beloved wife is being admitted into the hospital for surgery and he was hoping to be there for her. Kaniesha is a young adult African American whom Cameron felt compelled to talk to because she looked so upset. She needs to get to Columbus, Ohio. She's in. Victor is headed to Indianapolis and Anne to St. Louis. The fare is free, Cameron's only requirements are that nobody smokes or swears and he gets to choose the music.

Sitting in front of the TV, Christy and Bea are passing each other tissues when the phone rings. Cameron finally got through! The women are glad to hear he's on his way home and has the perfect opportunity to do some missionary work. Christy promises to make phone calls and find out if Dean is okay and how his sister Sherry in Brooklyn is reacting to the events.
News reports are getting repetitive. They finally turn off the TV and Christy puts on the CD Cameron gave her last year and tries to relax. Bea makes some calls to check up on everyone in the ward, everyone is just as upset as they are. The kids get home from school and they all kneel together in prayer on behalf of America and all their loved ones involved in this horrible day.

In the car, all agree the news is getting old. Cameron is grateful Tom is driving as the shock of his life being spared finally hits him and he doubles over in his seat, sobbing. Everyone already knows his miracle story so nobody blames him for his emotional outburst and nobody objects when Cameron puts in a cheesy Neil Diamond CD and they play Carpool Karaoke all sing along. Talk then turns to why everyone is traveling. Cameron starts, sharing his story about needing to get home to Utah so he and his new wife can be sealed for time and all eternity in a Mormon temple. Everyone is fascinated and wants to hear more about the church. Cameron is happy to tell them.

Chapter 17
Victor is divorced but maintains very close relationships with all of his grown children. Anne is a widow with grown children who works in marketing. She was in Boston on a business trip when her flight got cancelled. Gary was flying home when the attack happened and his plane was forced to land in Boston. He's been married for three years and has a baby boy waiting for him in Denver. Kanisha appears to be a single mom with a twelve-year old daughter. She was in Boston for her grandmother's funeral, who obviously meant very much to her. She's been the quietest one in the car since the trip began.
Back in Utah, Beth is very upset as she's had no word on her husband's whereabouts. It's been confirmed he was in the building when the attacks occurred. Their kids are with a neighbor and her mom is driving out from Reno to be with them. Christy offers to walk the kids home. Beth asks if she wouldn't mind leading them in prayer, since they aren't very religious people. Christy is happy to comply.
Later that night, with Bea asleep in a guest room and all the children tucked in their beds, sound asleep, the phone rings. It's Beth. Dean is okay! He got out safely but he was being treated for smoke inhalation and some injuries that occurred when the towers collapsed only a few blocks away from the triage areas and he was moved to a hospital where it was impossible to make any calls. He's flying home as soon as he can.
Cameron and his party reach Columbus, Ohio where Kanisha's sister is waiting at a gas station to pick her up. After a little prompting, Kanisha admits to Cameron death just won't seem to leave her alone. Her mom and son died in a car accident last year and now all this. She doubts she'll ever find peace. Cameron assures her she will, especially if she'll read this book.
On the road again, Christy calls Cameron's cell phone with the latest updates. Cameron can hardly hold back a sob when he learns about Dean. The other four passengers cheer and Christy laughs. Still no word on his sister but Christy will keep leaving them messages on their machine.

Chapter 18
Talk in the car turns to their country and the freedoms they enjoy which no act of terrorism will ever take away. Cameron mentions it was all foreordained by God in The Book of Mormon. His companions are intrigued by this "theory" and want to know more. Cameron gives them a brief summary of 1 Nephi and the restoration of the gospel of Christ thanks to a land that allowed freedom of religion.
They reach Indianapolis where it's Victor's turn to say goodbye. Next, Anne is dropped off in St. Louis. Both thank Cameron for the new insights on Mormonism he gave them during the trip. 
The remaining two men, Gary and Tom, agree to finding a motel room for the night which Gary insists on paying for. They get a rollaway cot for Tom so there's no awkwardness about sharing beds. Sure, they could've afforded to get their own rooms, but they've got a comfortable friendship going here. 
Besides, Cameron would've missed another chance to share his beliefs as he's reading the Book of Mormon before lights out when a scripture passage from Ether chapter 8 stops him cold. This is actually pretty insightful by the author as this chapter talks about secret combinations, including a prophecy about how they will affect us in the last days. The punch line is that "nations and countries" are terms not often used in the Book of Mormon, just lands and people and cities. Mormon writes that when we in the last days see these secret combinations come among us, attempting to get power and gain through murder and bloodshed, we should awake to our need to repent and turn to God or those slain will "cry from the dust" for vengeance. 
Gary and Tom marvel at such insight from a book of scripture they've never heard of. They drop Tom off the next day in St. Louis. Cameron and Gary trade off driving on the final stretch home. Gary admits he can't help but question Cameron's belief in eternal marriage and that it can only happen under the proper authority. Aren't other churches just as valid? Not in God's eyes, Cameron explains.
Normally this would offend someone like Gary but, now that they're alone, he reveals for the first time, his beloved wife has cancer. The possibility that they could be together after death fills him with hope. No clergyman has been able to give him a clear answer on this subject. Gary is beginning to understand that Cameron's church is different. Gary wants a copy of the Book of Mormon and he'll probably contact the missionaries in Denver when he gets home.
Cameron is invited to spend the night at Gary's since he'll be driving solo after this. Cameron calls Christy to let her know. The kids are looking forward to his homecoming and the wedding has been rescheduled for two weeks from today.

Chapter 19
At long last, Cameron made it home! It only took three days to drive 2,400 miles but he made it. He and Christy share an emotional reunion. She is overjoyed to welcome him back. 
After the excitement has passed, Christy sits Cameron down. She has some bad news. Christy finally got in touch with Jeff. The reason Cameron's sister hasn't been in touch with any of them while boyfriend, Jeff,  hasn't returned any of their calls is because Sherry went into the city that morning to meet a friend for an early lunch. A friend who works in the World Trade Center. She never came back.  Jeff reported he has been searching everywhere for her. 
By now, it's pretty obvious what happened.
Cameron howls and buries his face in the couch cushions while Christy comforts him. Cameron is now the only living member of his immediate family left. The kids get home from school and greet Cameron with the same enthusiasm as Christy. He has little gifts for each of them, he always brings them something from his business trips. The kids are grateful and glad. Cameron calls Jeff who starts sobbing. 
Next day he and Christy visit Dean and Beth. Dean says this unusual feeling came over him to leave the building so he did. Just in time. On the drive home, Cameron experiences a relapse of shock, grief and horror. How could this happen? Christy can only be there for him.
On Monday, in Cameron's office, Cameron and Dean reenact Bea and Christy's scene from last Tuesday, sitting down to have a good cry and passing each other tissues while having a long heart to heart talk. (Very manly, guys) Even his secretary is sniffling at her desk, still unable to get past the grief and horror of what occurred. Six days later and nobody's going shopping to boost the sagging economy. Come on guys, where's your patriotism?
Cameron calls Jeff the Boyfriend in Brooklyn to suggest he, Christy and Aunt Bea fly out there and they'll hold a memorial service for Sherry. Jeff likes the idea.

Chapter 20
No time for a romantic second honeymoon in the greatest city in the world for Christy and Cameron. Jeff picks them up at the airport and drives them straight to his apartment in Brooklyn. Nobody's in the mood to see all the sites in Manhattan. Cameron locates their closest LDS bishop to help conduct the service while Christy and Bea clean up the messy apartment and start some dinner for Jeff who is grateful for all they're doing. Cameron helps him go through Sherry's personals while the women continue their deep cleaning projects.
Many people attend the service, all with nice things to say about Sherry: what a good friend she was, her vivacious personality and infectious positive attitude. Jeff is also one of the speakers. Beautiful musical numbers are performed. Then it's Cameron's turn: not sure where these words are coming from, he finds himself giving comforting words and counsel that make everyone cry and touches the hearts of all as he bears his testimony on God's great plan of happiness for all his children. It's a beautiful service.
Two weeks later, Christy and Cameron are sealed in the Salt Lake temple with a reception held in the JSM. To Cameron's surprise and delight, Gary and his wife crash the party. After the introductions, Gary tells Cameron he and his wife, now cancer free at the moment, were glad for this excuse to come to Utah, tour temple square and talk to missionaries as they continue to investigate the church. Something good was able to be salvaged out of this dark cloud of terrorism. Gary will always be grateful for the circumstances that led them to meet. Cameron couldn't ask for anything more. 
Cameron and Christy kiss and agree that being someone's rescuer is what life is all about and why we're all here.

THE END

When Hearts Meet

Book Series: Stand Alone Title (Sequel to Where the Heart Leads)

Publishing Date: 2001

Author: Anita Stansfield

Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.

Category: LDS Historical Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited: Ethan and Sara
Chapter Count: 8
Page Count: 130

To all the good members of the Oklahoma Tulsa Mission who are taking such good care of Elder Stansfield. Thank you. (That would be John, her oldest, because her next oldest son, Jake, served his mission [With my youngest brother!] in the England London South mission sometime during 2004-2007.) 

Chapter 1      Coming Home
Sterling, Utah-1902

After Ethan Caldwell lost his pregnant wife who died in his arms on the kitchen floor along with the unborn child due to hemorrhaging from early labor complications, he distanced himself from his Mormon religion and turned to drinking to deal with his grief. That's how he lost his house and property which Jon and Maddie bought as Ethan discovers as he rides up on his horse, determined to make peace with his past by paying one last visit to his old home where he was once so happy. He's back in the church and hasn't fallen off the wagon in months.

Since the last book, Maddie and Jon Brandt have two children with another on the way. Dr. Brandt continues to serve the community and work at home with his own clinical wing plus separate upstairs guest rooms to accommodate any overnight patients and their family members (or Ethan). Jon and Maddie are happy to meet Ethan and immediately take him in.
Ethan tells his story: at age fifteen, he was migrating west from Arkansas when he reached Utah, fell ill, and was taken in by a nice elderly woman who shared the gospel with him. He later married then lost his wife in this very kitchen. Jon and Maddie sympathize. 
Jon just happened to break his ankle so he's not much good around the house and barn. Ethan just happens to need a place to stay and a job. Problem solved.

Chapter 2      Running West

Four days later, a telegram arrives from Boston. Jon's brother-in-law, Harrison Hartford, died rather tragically and unexpectedly leaving his sister, Sara, a widow and her five-year-old son, Phillip, fatherless and alone.
Maddie and her son and daughter take this news very hard, bursting into tears in front of the two men. Maddie has to leave the room, she's that upset. Jon follows her. 

Ethan gathers the two weepy children to him and gives them a little (condescending) talk about dealing with loss and grief, suggesting they write letters (with dad's help) to send to their cousin expressing their sympathies.

Thousands of miles away, in Boston, Sara opens the letter from her brother inviting her to come to Utah so they can all mourn this tragedy together. Since Sara was falling out of love with her emotionally distant, controlling husband anyway, she sees no reason to remain in Boston. Might as well take Jon up on his offer for a permanent visit. Mona, Sara's faithful house servant, starts packing for the big move. She shows Sara a paper she found hidden in the china closet. It would appear her late husband's business dealings weren't entirely legal. Bad men were most likely behind his "suspicious" death. Sara decides she'll think about it later.
Sara sells the family home and settles all her late husband's accounts with their attorney, Geoffrey, who tells Sara she's nuts. 
Taking precautions, Sara sends a message to a private detective, Mr. Saunders, informing him of the entire situation, including the paper Mona found. Mona and Sara continue getting everything ready for the journey. Mona will come too. Oh, and Sara is pregnant.

 A few days later, Sara, Mona and Phillip board the train west.

A reluctant Ethan agreed to pick up Sara at the depot. He is immediately struck dumb by the lovely, young widow's poise, beauty and intelligence. 

Chapter 3      The Distinguished Mrs. Hartford

Sara and her party are comfortably settled in the extra rooms in the family residence on the opposite side of the house from Ethan's room (because we can't have any hanky-panky going on in an LDS novel!). Mona immediately takes over all the cooking and housekeeping duties because Maddie got sick and she's about to pop any day. Ethan helps supervise the children. Jon is still laid up with his bum foot. Sara is grateful for this opportunity to "find herself" she's also unsure about Ethan, an unlearned man who never learned to read or write beyond his own name. That don't impress her much. Ethan's feelings are hurt by Sara's patronizing behavior towards him. Nevertheless, he REALLY likes Sara.
Maddie and Jon reassure Sara, for an Arkansas redneck, Ethan is trustworthy. Besides, the children love him.

Chapter 4     Something in Common

As the chapter title implies, Ethan and Sara discover they have something in common: both think Sara is being a witch. Sara feels bad for giving Ethan such a hard time about his illiteracy and offers to tutor him. Ethan will consider it. They also have a nice chat about the difficulty in losing a spouse.
Maddie has the baby. A girl. Sara finds herself thinking more about Ethan and what a good man he is. He knows she wasn't close to her husband and Sara cries when Ethan tells her the tragic story of how his wife died.
For two weeks, Ethan struggles to get thoughts of Sara out of his head. He even prays about it before realizing the Lord WANTS him to get together with this amazing widow. Ethan's thoughts are so disturbing to him, he stays in the barn until Sara is sent to fetch him for dinner. Ethan won't come. Jon hobbles out to talk to him.

Chapter 5       Fire and Ice (A dream won't come true. Storms are brewing in your eyes, Sara!)

Still hiding in the barn, Ethan can't stand it any longer. He tells Jon about his feelings for Sara. They come from different worlds. It would never work. He's not worthy of her. Jon tells Ethan he's an idiot because he should be telling all this to Sara, not him.
The following Sunday, Sara decides she's feeling up to attending her first Mormon worship service and ends up enjoying it. Later, Sara and Ethan sit down with a copy of "The Book of Mormon" for Ethan's first reading lesson. Sara listens, patiently correcting him, as he reads aloud from the very first chapter. They pause often to discuss it. Cue the romantic attraction!
Ethan whines to Jon (again) about his fears of "marrying up" since Sara comes from a higher socioeconomic class, it's SO obvious they can never be together. Jon tells him to go for it anyway.

Chapter 6      Fools Together

December is here with snow and cold temps. Ethan is hitching up the horses for a trip to town. Sara, dressed in warm clothing, requests to come along as a cure for her cabin fever. They have another nice chat during the drive; getting to know each other better.
Back home, Sara watches Ethan care for the horses and nearly swoons over how masculine Ethan is! Sara realizes she completely misjudged this man. Before she can apologize any further, Ethan steps over and kisses her. Sara responds. Both agree they are fools. Fools in love!
A threatening telegram arrives for Sara, the bad men who killed her husband are coming for what is rightfully theirs. Sara tells Jon, Maddie and Ethan everything. Still upset, Sara stands up too fast from the kitchen table and collapses. Ethan catches her and carries her upstairs to bed.
Sara is okay. She even joins the rest of the family for dinner. She's grateful to Ethan for his moral support during this time of trial. Sara declines joining them all for family scripture study and goes to bed early.

Chapter 7      Water

Ethan follows her upstairs. He can't wait any longer to declare his feelings to Sara, get down on one knee and propose marriage. By accepting his offer and taking his name, Sara (and her pile of money) would be protected from those bad men. He promises Sara the money would always be hers, he wouldn't claim it, even if it is within his legal right.
Sara breaks down, sobbing in his arms. They sit on the floor for a long time until Sara's tears are finally spent and she can calmly and rationally agree to marry him. She declares after they are wed, there won't by any "his" and "hers" it will all be "ours" including Sara's unborn child. They kiss. It's so passionate, Ethan's fire melted Sara's ice to become cool, cleansing, water.
Sara finds Ethan in the barn the next day. They make out some more before remembering they need to go inside together to tell Jon and Maddie their happy news.
The wedding will be held the very next day. Sara even shampoos her hair for the occasion. She must really love him.
Phillip is glad Ethan will be his new papa. The bishop and his wife arrive. Aunt Ellie (see the last book) her husband and kids and Maddie's parents arrive to observe the ceremony. Sara wears Maddie's white temple dress with flowers in her dark hair. No one has any objections why these two should not be legally and lawfully wed.
There's a wedding supper afterwards before Ethan and Sara take the stairs to Sara's bedroom, now the honeymoon suite.
They remain in bed for a good part of the next day.

Chapter 8      Where Hearts Meet 

Ethan has already made arrangements to use part of Sara's money to purchase a lot and build a home. Sara loves the idea and can't wait for the baby to be born so they can begin their new life together as a new family.

The following Sunday, everyone just returned from church when a visitor arrives from Boston. It's Mr. Saunders, the private detective Sara contacted before she left. He did some investigating and is here to warn Sara the man responsible for Harrison's death might make his move today. Jon and Maddie insist Mr. Saunders stay for Sunday dinner.

They're just finishing up when Sara's attorney from Boston, Geoffrey Warren, comes knocking. He and Saunders took the same train. They joke about the coincidence of ending up here. Conversation turns to Sara's late husband when Saunders abruptly excuses himself.

Geoffery asks to speak privately with Sara who leads him into the parlor. Ethan tags along as a silent observer. The bad men most likely responsible for her late husband's death contacted Geoffery, demanding the money. His legal advice to Sara is to just hand over the amount they're demanding. That way nobody gets hurt.

Sara is appalled. What kind of lame attorney travels all the way from Boston without any legal documents that will hold up in court to back up his own crazy advice? There's something suspicious about all of this. 

Sara smiles and plays her trump card: she can't hand over any money. There is no money! Sara Hartford, wealthy widow, no longer exists. At this point, Ethan steps in and puts his arm around Sara. May we introduce Mrs. Ethan Caldwell, who can no longer claim her late husband's money.

Geoffery turns red with anger. Realizing he's beat, he picks up his briefcase and exits the house in a huff.

Mr. Saunders surprises them with his presence; snuck in by way of the back door and overheard everything. Turns out, Harrison got involved in the opium trade, lost all his money and was murdered by none other than his own attorney, Geoffery Warren, hoping to cash in on the scheme to rob Sara for the debts owing. Saunders already alerted the police who will apprehend the naughty attorney before he can escape on the next train East. Everyone is grateful to Saunders for clearing up this whole mess.

Three days after Christmas, Sara goes into labor. The baby girl (Hannah) is born with little difficulty but complications arise while Sara is struggling to deliver the afterbirth. She moans and faints. Experiencing déjà vu,  Ethan starts to freak out. He's losing his first wife all over again! Jon orders Ethan out. Holding his new daughter, Ethan allows Maddie to guide him into another room where he breaks down. Maddie gives him a pep talk and the "all clear" is sounded. Sara is out of danger. She's alive and everything is going to be okay from now on.

Epilogue     

Sterling, Utah-1906 

Four years later, Mona keeps house in Ethan and Sara's new home. Sara joined the church. Ethan baptized her, of course. They got sealed in the temple just before the twins were born. That was two years ago. Phillip helps Ethan with the chores while three-year-old Hannah chases after her twin brothers. Ethan herds the children into the kitchen where he comes up behind Sara at the stove and kisses her on the neck. She scolds him before Ethan takes the little ones into the other room to read them a story.
And they all lived happily ever after.

THE END

Where The Heart Leads

Book Series: Stand Alone Title 

Publishing Date: 2001

Author: Anita Stansfield

Publisher: Covenant Communications, Inc.

Category: LDS Historical Romance
Point of View: Third Person Limited: Jon and Maddie
Chapter Count: 13
Page Count: 246

This book is dedicated to all the men who have faithfully read my stories, diligently putting up with being harassed about reading romance novels. Your wives and girlfriends love you for it. And so do I.

This one's for you.  (Spare us, Anita. Only four more years till Twilight) 

Prologue   

Boston-1894

Meet Jonathon Brandt and his younger sister Sara both keeping vigil at the bedside of their dying mother. Jonathon's father is a very successful doctor with a busy practice. While nobody doubts Phillip Brandt's love and devotion to his wife and family, Jon is just a little put out with his father right now-Mom's dying while Dad's rushing off to spend more time at the office! Phillip reminds his son of his own chosen path in becoming a doctor. Jon resents this because his emotionally distant, domineering father practically forced him into this profession.

Carol Brandt's last words to her son is to make peace with his father.

Chapter 1        Running West

The funeral is over and Jonathon wastes no time packing. He's outta here! Sara pleads with him to stay, keep his promise to mother and reconcile with his father but Jon's not having it. He's taking the next train west. Maybe he'll stop and visit father's sister, Aunt Ellie, who married a Mormon, converted and moved to Sterling, Utah (a small town just south of Manti) when they were just kids.

Jon is impressed with the scenery in Sterling. They don't have mountains like this in Boston. A friendly neighbor offers Jon a ride from the train depot to his destination (everybody knows everybody here). On the way, Jon is given his first lesson in Mormon Community 101-no smoking, drinking, chewing tobacco, swearing or loose women to be found among the people here. Jon flicks ash from his second cigarette and shrugs, accepting everything without taking offense. These Mormons sure are a strange lot.

Jon is dropped off at the end of a long dirt road leading to two farmhouses. Not sure which one is Aunt Ellie's, he knocks at the first house where piano music drifts out through the screen door. A young, feminine voice invites him in, assuming he's Ellie, telling him to leave the plums on the kitchen table.  

The young woman seated at the piano in the parlor has wavy blonde hair and green eyes who laughs at the misunderstanding. She is Maddie Jo Hansen, short for Madeline Josephine (and every time she laughs or giggles, the reader should take a drink) and Jon is immediately smitten with her.

Ellie comes knocking and enters the house, just as Maddie predicted. Still seated at the piano, Maddie giggles like a a nitwit while Ellie tries to guess why Jon looks so familiar until Jon reminds her of a Boston family tradition and she recognizes her nephew, all grown up. Of course Jon will be staying at her house with her husband and two boys. The oldest is off at college so Jon can take his room. So far, this visit is indeterminate but now that Jon has met Maddie, he might just end up staying here the rest of his life. They leave the house; Maddie resumes playing.

Chapter 2        Plums and Frogs

Maddie is infatuated with the new single man in town. Except, with his Eau de Cigarette aroma, he's obviously not a member of the church. Sitting at the kitchen table, helping with the plums, she confides her feelings to her mother who reminds Maddie of her "condition" advising she tell Jonathon Brandt the truth before it goes any further but Maddie will never tell.

At the Jensen home, Jon is invited to join family prayer and scripture study that night with David, Aunt Eleanor and their two boys. He's further inducted into Utah culture with stories from The Book of Mormon. He goes outside for one last cigarette while the family goes to bed. Ellie invites him to come with her tomorrow to the Hansen home to help with the plum harvest. Eager to see Maddie again, Jon agrees. Ellie teases Jon about having feelings for Maddie. Jon feigns a frog in his throat prevents him from answering.

Seated at the kitchen table with Maddie, Jon spends the entire morning and most of the afternoon helping cut and pit the fruit. For some strange reason, Jon finds Maddie's constant tendency to laugh at everything endearing! He thoroughly enjoys discussing her Mormon religion with her and is impressed by Maddie's spiritual devotion. 

By mid afternoon, the women suggest Jon go out and help the men in the fields. Leaving Maddie at the table, (where she hasn't moved since his arrival) Jon stands up, his request to call on Maddie tomorrow morning accepted and takes his leave but when Jon reaches the field, he's as confused as the men, who appreciate his offer to help, but don't need him. He questions Aunt Ellie that night. Were they trying to get rid of him this afternoon? Is Maddie and her family hiding something? Ellie won't tell him anything.

Next morning, Jon finds Maddie seated on the porch swing. He joins her and they talk comfortably as if they've known each other all their lives. Jon tells her he'd like to take her out tomorrow on an official date, a picnic perhaps? Maddie looks uncomfortable but insists his gentile status, even his smoking habit, has nothing to do with her hesitation. She could see herself happily married to him, the attraction is there, but she just can't go out with him and refuses to explain why. He's welcome to call on her tomorrow, of course. Jon stands up and walks back to Aunt Ellie's. He can't help but notice Maddie never moves from the swing. 

Chapter 3       The Truth About Maddie Hansen

As if we haven't already guessed by now (For a doctor, Jon, you're an idiot!) the truth about Maddie Hansen's condition is...she can't walk! This is revealed when Jon calls on Maddie the following morning, as promised, to find her sitting on the parlor sofa, all dressed up with nowhere to go. He sits next to her and has to practically force it out of her, plead with her to open up, talk to him!

Maddie starts to cry because her first beau, after learning about her "condition" was quick to dump her and move on. She fears Jon will do the same but Jon insists he's different. Besides, he's a doctor so why would he be uncomfortable talking about her physical condition? Even if she can't work beside him in a field, stand over a stove or conceive and bear children, he still thinks she's the most incredible, the most beautiful, woman he's ever met. Maddie laughs (again) in relief this little issue is all cleared up and agrees to let him take her out tomorrow on a picnic.

There's a hint of autumn in the air when Jon arrives to pick Maddie up who is sitting in a wheelchair on the porch, expectantly waiting for him. Scooping her up easily, he carries her to the buckboard with the packed hamper in the back (thanks Aunt Ellie!) and they're on their way. Maddie obviously doesn't get out much as she finds delight in everything they pass. He lets her offer a blessing on their picnic and they dive in. Jon inquires how she came to be handicapped. Maddie tells him she wasn't born with the problem she fell off the roof trying to retrieve her doll she fell out of a tree when she was a child. (She LAUGHS at the memory.) Her parents took her to a doctor in Salt Lake who prescribed three months of bed rest. If she could get up and walk after that, a miracle, she's cured! If not...well there was nothing to be done, she was crippled for life and would never walk again. (Wow, what a smart doctor.) Jon notices Maddie scratching her leg. She has feeling in her legs! She's not paralyzed. A few questions about her bodily functions, Maddie blushes furiously when he asks her if she menstruates regularly. She does and, no, she doesn't wear Depends, she can get herself in and out of her wheelchair to use the commode with little trouble. She just can't walk. That doctor told her so and Maddie and her parents, believed him. Jon tells her, as a physician, he sees no reason why she can't conceive and physically bear children, maybe even walk one day. They could have a family and live a normal life. Realizing Jon is proposing marriage, Maddie bursts into tears. If he is asking for her hand, the answer is YES! Jon kisses her. Guess that answers that question.

Chapter 4       The Chasm

Already a golden convert, Jon knows he'll have to join the Mormon faith but Maddie insists he not join for her. He needs to find out for himself if her religion is true. Jon has already been reading The Book of Mormon (He also likes to smoke while he reads. What a strange man.) and Aunt Ellie even gave him a copy of The Doctrine and Covenants. He promises to read, pray and ponder on all the new doctrine he's learning. Even if he never converts, Jon already knows he's a better man for having met Maddie Jo Hansen.

Jon is eager to attend his first Sunday Mormon church service but, to his great disappointment, Maddie is not there. As Maddie's parents take their seats, alone, Ellie leans over and whispers to Jon that ever since the accident, they stopped bringing Maddie to church; afraid of how people would treat her or that she might contract some life threatening illness due to her delicate condition. Jon thinks that's the stupidest thing he's ever heard. Hypocrites! Nevertheless, the idea of marriage to Maddie fills him with indescribable joy.

As the weeks pass, several single women in the community begin competing for Jon's attentions but Jon only has eyes for Maddie. He gently rebuffs all their efforts and continues to attend church. Some members treat him with disdain, because he reeks of cigarettes, while others are welcoming and friendly. Jon just wants to get married to the woman he loves, buy a farm and settle here. 

One day, Jon has the opportunity to go to Manti with one of Ellie's sons where he sees the beautiful temple edifice, looking like a castle, up on yonder hill. The son explains why temples are so important and Jon feels a great desire to go inside one day and learn more about eternal families. He absolutely LOVES the idea.

Jon and Maddie are more in love than ever but there's just one little problem. Maddie's parents, her father especially, don't approve of Jon and Maddie's courtship and Maddie won't go against her parents' wishes. It's like a great chasm dividing them. 
One day, Jon notices Maddie's parents leaving the house in the buckboard. Alone. Which means Maddie is home all by herself and he can call on her. He walks in to find her at the piano. She laughs and places a hand on her heart as he rushes to take her in his arms, kiss her and promise to carry her away from here, take her to the temple so they can be married and he will treat her like a queen for the rest of her life because, as the scriptures say, a man should leave his father and mother and cleave to none other than his wife (or in Maddie's case, her husband). Maddie is ecstatic.

Chapter 5-    The Reluctant Doctor Brandt

It is now November. Jon feels right at home with Aunt Ellie's family and the rest of this rural community. He uses some of his Boston wealth to pay off Uncle Dave's account at the general store, discreetly of course. Many winter evenings are spent around the fireplace, studying the scriptures, and having deep religious discussions with the family. Jon's testimony is growing. There is no question about it. He can feel it.

When Dave contracts a bad case of pneumonia, Jon uses his medical knowledge to speed his recovery and keep him properly quarantined. Then one of the sons has an accident in the barn, nearly loosing his hand, if Jon hadn't been there to stitch it up. Word quickly spreads there's a doctor in the community and people start knocking, requesting Jon's services. Jon is embarrassed, Sara insisted he bring his medical bag but he never intended to use it while Aunt Ellie encourages him to accept his calling in life. These people need him. He treats a child's injury and is proclaimed a hero, especially when he refuses to take any money. Aunt Ellie is very proud. Jon declares he's rather be a farmer, like all the other men, albeit a farmer who smokes.

The child's health suddenly takes a turn for the worst and Jon is sent for. Other men accompany him so they can give the little girl a priesthood blessing. Jon feels the power in the room and is overwhelmed by the spirit. This is no ordinary religion. Jon believes! He immediately throws away his cigarettes. He's quitting, cold turkey and wants to be baptized ASAP. (Good luck with that, Jon. As any return missionary will tell you, a convert who can give up smoking, just like that, is very rare.) Two weeks before Christmas, Jon is baptized.

Chapter 6       Hope

Now that Jon's a Mormon, he can get back to pursuing Maddie. He believes Maddie is only suffering from muscle atrophy. With a little physical therapy, it's very possible she can walk again. He tells Ellie who tells him to go visit the Hansens. Jon does, but his meeting with Glen and Sylvia Hansen (Maddie is upstairs, missing the whole thing) does not go well. Glen doesn't believe the word of some uppity Easterner. His daughter needs special care and protection. Jon tells him his daughter is not a worthless cripple who will never make a good wife or mother just because she can't walk or have children. On the contrary, he believes she can do all that and more. If they were married, he could help Maddie with the intimate physical therapy she needs. Glen screams at Jon to get out of his house. 

But they have an ally in Syliva. Two days later, she comes to the house to inform Jon her husband is out of town for the next few days on business. Maddie is home alone and if Jon just happens to drop by, nobody would know.

Jon and Maddie make out in the parlor, renewing their promises to each other-Jon to have patience with Maddie who needs to find the courage to stand up to her father and delcare her right to be happy by accepting Jon's marriage proposal.

A few days later, Jon enters, unexpectedly, one morning to pick up Maddie. Literally. After carrying her outside, wrapped in a blanket against the winter chill to the waiting buckboard, he drives her down the road to the empty house both noticed on their first date. Jon bought the property and intends to make it their "Dovecote" after they get married. There's even a spare room for their future baby. Jon presents her with a lovely gold, heart shaped pendant for her to wear under her clothes as part of their "secret engagement." Maddie laughs and cries. 

Chapter 7     Refiner's Fire

Maddie's father returns from his trip laden with gifts for his only daughter. Maddie is grateful but she wants the kinds of things his money can't buy-temple marriage to a good man, an eternal family of her own. Jonathon Brandt is offering all that to her but her father won't hear it. Glen is adamant. He knows what's best for his daughter and this relationship is never going to happen.

Maddie goes to bed and cries herself to sleep.

Through spring and summer, Jon hires people to fix up his new home while continuing his unofficial medical practice, reluctantly accepting food and other payments from his grateful patients. He'd rather be working his own land and married to Maddie!

One Sunday, Jon is sitting in church when he feels a strong prompting to get up and leave. Maddie! Just then, Maddie's mother jumps up and bolts from the chapel. Jon follows and everything is made clear. The Hansen house is on fire! Jon runs in and carries Maddie out. He and Sylivia put out the fire which started in the kitchen, the only room damaged. Maddie is okay. She is coughing in Jon's arms when Glen pulls up. 
Dismissing his blackened home and distressed daughter, he marches over and is about to lay into Jon when Jon gets up and punches Glen before he can start yelling. Jon does the yelling instead. His daughter nearly died! If Maddie had been in church with her family, this never would've happened. He calls Glen an overprotective jerk whose smothering of Maddie boarders on abuse. Jon is taking Maddie home with him for medical observation. She'll be staying with his Aunt Ellie until the house is repaired.

Maddie is shocked at Jon's outburst and behavior. He hit her father! Jon begins packing as soon as they get home. Knowing it wouldn't be appropriate for him to stay here, Jon will be taking up residence in his new home down the road. He'll visit Maddie everyday, of course.

To show there's no hard feelings, Jon slips money to one of the carpenters, making him promise to use it in rebuilding the Hansen home; a project the entire community has undertaken.

Weeks pass. The Hansen home is back to normal and the bishop has told Jon whenever he's ready, he can go to the temple. (How can that be possible? Not even a year since Jon's baptism!) Jon is ready but Maddie won't go against her father by accepting Jon's marriage proposal. She's very sorry. Jon is ready to tear his hair out. Maddie slips into a deep depression, refusing to leave her bed and barely eating. She's wasting away. Sylvia begs Jon to come examine her. Glen Hansen enters the bedroom and, once again, orders Jon to get out of his house.

Chapter 8     Light

As requested, Jon leaves the house, banging the door behind him. Maddie weeps silent tears as she hears her parents arguing over the issue. Sylivia is on her side and comes into Maddie's room to encourage her to fast, pray and read her scriptures so she can make a final decision. She owes it to Jon.
A few days later, Jon is summoned to the Hansen home where Maddie, wearing a red dress, tells Jon to get down on one knee. She's ready to offically accept his proposal of marriage. (Glen is not home, by the way. Another business trip.)
Jon puts Maddie on his horse and mounts behind her so they can go tell Ellie the good news and start throwing together an impromptu wedding. Maddie laughs in pure delight.
One year to the day they first met, Dave and Ellie drive Jon, Sylvia and Maddie in their buckboard to Manti where the happy couple will be married. They sit through the endowment presentation. Jon carries Maddie from room to room. The incredible beauty of the blue and white Terrestrial Room make them both catch their breath (Can't blame them, it's my favorite room too!). At last they are married, kneeling across the alter in one of the sealing rooms. It is a very special day for both.
The newlyweds, along with wheelchair and luggage, are dropped off at the train depot where they plan to spend their honeymoon in Salt Lake City. Maddie laughs at being Mrs. Jonathon Brandt.

Chapter 9      Home is Where the Heart Leads

Poor Glen Hansen. He goes out of town for a few days and returns to find his only daughter eloped! As related by Ellie to Jon and Maddie upon their return, Glen and Sylvia got into a big fight. Syliva even moved in with Ellie for a few days. Just like in Fiddler on the Roof, Glen has declared his daughter dead to him. No one is to speak her name.
Lucky for Jon and Maddie, they're too blissfully happy to care. They set up housekeeping, go shopping in town for all the things they need for their new home. Jon takes Maddie to church where her parents never acknowledge them but the rest of the congregation shares their joy. When the annual harvest ball arrives, Jon insists they go, even if Maddie can't dance, she can still socialize and enjoy the evening. They go and have a good time. Jon begins Maddie's therapy, exercising her legs and she begins to believe she might walk one day. Maddie starts helping Jon treat his patients and discovers she a natural at nursing.
One winter day, Jon is working her legs but Maddie isn't feeling well today. It doesn't take long for Jon to deduce Maddie is pregnant. Several days later, Maddie discovers she can voluntarily move one of her legs.

Chapter 10      Clouds of Pride

The new year arrives. Glen continues to shun his daughter. Jon and Maddie plant a garden and by the time the seeds (and weeds) are sprouting, Maddie is able to crawl on her hands and knees along the rows, despite her growing belly. One day, Ellie comes over to visit. Maddie declares she can't stand it any longer. She must show Ellie her latest physical therapy accomplishment. She pulls herself up, out of her wheelchair to a standing position and even takes a few steps before she has to sit down again. Ellie weeps along with the happy couple. It's a miracle!
Maddie is eight months along when a telegram from Boston is delivered to the house. It's from Sara. Father is dying. Maddie and Jon start packing for the trip. Ellie can't come but sends her blessing. Jon must be pretty strong because he has no problem carrying his pregnant wife on board the train.
The trip is tense as Jon agonizes over his father dying before he has a chance to say goodbye and mend their differences, as his mother wished. His worst fears are confirmed when they arrive at the Boston house and Sara tells them they just missed Phillip's passing by one hour. Jon can't believe it.
Sara has a beau, Harrison Hartford, who is among the many mourners here to offer their condolences. Alone, upstairs in their guest room, Jon expresses his frustration to Maddie, his disappointment over not getting here in time to make peace with his exasperating father. Maddie comforts him. It's hard to love and let go of prideful men. They can name two in their lives.

Chapter 11      Pride Reciprocated

Maddie helps Sara make arrangements for the funeral. The two women have already become fast friends; as close as sisters. Jon is angry Sara has kept her engagement to Harrison dragging on for so many years because she felt her duty in caring for her father came first. Sara shows Jon their father's office desk and chair where he spent the last months of his life sitting, resting, reading and spending hours just staring at the two prominently displayed photographs of his son and daughter. Their mother kept journals which Sara (and she suspects her father) read. There is no doubt their parents loved them both very much. Jon takes some comfort in that.
Jon and Sara meet with the family solicitor. Phillip Brandt left them a nice pile of money and assets to be divided equally between them. The rest is to be donated to charities and hospitals. Jon tells Maddie to go ahead and go clothes shopping with Sara for something appropriate for the funeral. They can afford it. Maddie and Sara enjoy their outing.
The funeral brings some closure. While cleaning out their father's office, Sara discovers a letter, addressed to Jon from their father who humbly admits how proud he is of his son and hopes he'll return from Utah one day for a visit so they can mend their dysfunctional relationship. Jon is a little freaked out realizing his father wasn't the narcissist he believed him to be. At Maddie's suggestion, Jon takes a long walk and just talks to his deceased father, as if he were alive and by his side, listening. Jon cries and finds some healing.

Chapter 12      The Veil

Harrison takes Jon aside to formally request the family's permission to marry Sara. He is very stiff and sober as he adds he'd like to purchase the family home so Sara won't have to be uprooted. Also, he'd like for them to be married next week. It is to be a quiet affair with only a few guests. Jon agrees to everything and hopes Sara knows what's she's doing because this guy seems like an overprotective jerk to him.
Maddie throws herself into the wedding plans as the bond between her and Sara grows even deeper. With Sara looking deliriously happy, she and Harrison are married in the front parlor of the family home. Jon and Maddie house sit while they go off on their honeymoon.
It's not long after their return when Maddie goes into labor. Jon and Sara deliver the baby themselves. It's a girl! Jon is overcome with emotion at this circle of life for he feels his father's presence and knows he's finally made his peace. They name the baby Elizabeth.
Two weeks later, Jon and Maddie say their farewells and board the train west. As they step off in Utah, it seems the whole town is there to witness Maddie descend the steps of the train, all by herself, and take a seat on a nearby bench. That's right folks, she can walk.
A little late picking them up, Dave and Ellie are delighted to see them; especially the new baby. They drop the couple off at their house where a hot dinner has been laid on the table, waiting for them, which explains their tardiness. Jon and Maddie are grateful to have such good friends. As soon as they've finished eating,  they impulsively decide to surprise Maddie's parents with a visit. They need to meet their new granddaughter and Maddie can walk for them.
Maddie and Jon are standing at the threshold when Sylvia answers the door and nearly goes into shock at the sight of them. Glen enters and, before he can start yelling, Maddie walks over to her father and places the baby in his arms. She's in the middle of a little speech about how Jon is the best thing that ever happened to her and how much they both love and respect Glen when he hands the baby back, turns and exits the room. Awkward.
Sylvia invites them to sit down so they can tell her everything that's happened over the last few months. She is completely accepting and delighted to be a grandmother.

Chapter 13       Dancing with the Doctor

No one can deny it, Jon is the community doctor and he is very good at it. So many people come to see him that their kitchen and parlor have become unofficial waiting and examining rooms. Keeping house and cooking is getting difficult. Maddie suggests they use some of their new inheritance windfall to add a clinical wing onto their home. Jon is about to protest he was planning to use the money to purchase land so he could live his dream of becoming a gentleman farmer but quickly realizes Maddie is right.
A few days later, in an amazing display of burying the hatchet, Maddie's parents send over the piano for Maddie who is very glad to have it. She played duets with Sara in Boston and loved it but now, back in Utah, Jon could tell she missed her music.
Another day, while Jon is working alone in Dave's fields, helping out, an even more amazing event occurs. Glen interrupts Jon so they can have a real, manful, heart to heart talk. 
Glen explains how hard it was crossing the plains in a handcart company as a young boy and losing every member of his family except his father. While he knew the church was true, after his father died, Glen was getting weary of losing everyone he cared about. A young man at this point, marrying Sylvia was the best thing that ever happened to him and while Maddie's pregnancy and birth were difficult and they couldn't have any more children, Maddie was his pride and joy. Until she had her accident. That was when Glen convinced himself if he didn't "helicopter parent" he would ultimately lose Maddie. Now that he sees how happy she is with Jon, how far she's come, he's a changed and penitent man. 
Jon shares his own story about his troubled relationship with his father. Now that he's lived here for so many years, meeting and marrying Maddie especially, using his medical knowledge to help her walk, delivering his own baby, Jon has come to realize his place in the world is to be a doctor and his father knew it all along. Both men agree all is forgiven. 
Jon and Glen walk back to the house where Maddie gives them lunch. Glen leaves to fetch a special present for the baby. While he's gone, Jon and Maddie acknowledge this miracle in their lives. The present is a cradle that Glen made himself. Sylvia is also here to help bring it into the house.
Everything comes full circle at the harvest ball where Maddie dances with her father while Jon holds baby Lizzie in his lap. Then Jon gets his turn. Plans are underway for the new addition to the house. Jon thinks they might need a few extra rooms to accommodate the large family he plans to have. Maddie just laughs while Jon declares life is perfect.
And Jon and Maddie lived happily ever after.

The End